Tw: suicide
He stared at the bottle of pills that sat on the counter"Soon"Stephen said to himself finishing the letters and stacking them on a neat pile,placing them on his bed beside his favorite pillow.
There was still one more thing he had to do before he does it,that would be packing his stuff in boxes,so when he was gone no one would have to worry about his stuff and things.
He started to put his clothes in the boxes that should be donated well everything should be donated to people who need it excluding some personal stuff that he wanted to give to his friend's.They will mourn for a while but will get over it,well Ant and Dec would be upset longer than the others but will eventually get over it.
It's not like he wanted to do this but things got way too bad,and nothing,no one could help at this point.Stephen knew if anyone knew he was doing this tonight they would stop him and he can't have that it is now or never.
After packing everything he owns in boxes besides the furniture he scrolled through photos on his phone,remembering the memories and stopped on the picture of him and everyone from bgt well only the judges and Ant and Dec.He was standing beside David who still had this big gold ball thing on from when he was the golden buzzer,Ant and Dec had their arms wrapped around each other,the girls were on each side of Simon kissing his cheeks,it was a perfect picture.
A perfect picture to look at before he was gone,Stephen picked himself up while wiping the fallen tears and walked to his bathroom where he grabbed the bottle of pills and sat in his bath tub.
'Was i really doing this'he thought while unscrewing the cap and dumping the pills in his hand.They were sleeping pills so if someone were to find him it would be too late,he played with one and put it in his mouth swallowing it.Then came the next one and the next one until they were gone leaving a bad taste in his mouth.After five or so minutes he started to feel the effects of the pills so he pulled out his phone and looked at the picture of all of them.
He didn't know who would find him but he had a guess so in the letter he wrote to the boys he apologized for that too,Soon he could feel his heart racing from the overdose and knew he was about to die.The last thing he saw was the picture of all of them smiling and being happy and now he was going to be happy to.
I should stop writing this stuff but i can't,sorry if anyone had gone through will this or anyone you know
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Stephen Mulhern one shots
Fanfictionsince their isn't a lot of stuff about this one i will make some and they probably wont be good but it is what it is.Plus he's my favorite on bgt right under david P.s i write sad stuff so some might be rather depressing and some might be happy who...
