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Tw Suicide,gotta make a sad Stevie one :()

He scrolled through his social media again and again looking at the hateful things people say about him and of course Stephen takes it to heart.

Though he was scrolling through twitter when he got notifications saying he was tagged in a post so he clicked it and saw a picture of him looking sad from when David made fun of him on tonight's show.

@Antanddecfan:Bro he looks so stupid #uglystephenmulhern @StephenMulhern

@Damonfan:David was so awesome for  that i mean honestly who even likes him.Bro need to pull a Hannah #killyourself @StephenMulhern

Those were so many more of them telling him to off himself and how he looked stupid and that nobody likes him.They weren't wrong even if Ant and Dec tell him other wise he still believes what is said about him.

After all friends are supposed to tell you you're great and not to worry about what others think cause they're your friends.But he doesn't care what his friends think he care what people he don't know think.

So maybe those people are right and he should pull a 'hannah'.Yes he did know what that meant he did watch the show,anyway who would actually give a flying fuck if he did die.

Ant and Dec might care but not for long heck they probably didn't actually care about him after all the fans seem to think that so...

He might as well make everyone happy.He shut his phone off and grabbed his bottle of vodka and drank the rest of it.

Then Stephen got up and grabbed his notepad.He wasn't going to write letters just one i'm sorry for being a problem and make sure to apologize to the boys.

  Dear to whoever finds me i am sorry for burdening you by making  you be responsible to make sure my body  is cleaned up and put in the ground.I know this will be a shocker but would it really after all everyone believes i should die so...Anyway i am so sorry for bothering everyone with my exsitance especially you Ant and Dec cause i know i must be a bother to you two so i am fixing it so yeah.

Stephen didn't care if the note was bad he wasn't gonna be here to care anyway.Though he was nice and folded the note and left it on the counter before grabbing his kitchen knife.

His palms got sweaty but they were cold,his death really didn't matter but he decided to see if anyone cared.He grabbed his phone and clicked on Ant's name he slightly hoped the older man would pick up but the phone rang and rang.The he dialed Dec's but his rang and rang as well.

So Stephen threw his phone on the couch before going to his bathroom.His hands were still cold and the sweat was worse but the knife warmed his right hand.His breathing was fast and his heart was fast but he ignored it when he started the water.

When the tub was half way full he lowered himself in the warm water.Breathing heavily he grabbed the knife and shook his head.He was doing this and now there was no turning back.

He put the knife to his left wrist before cutting it,the cut was deep and painful but he ignored it.The same was done to the other wrist,it was painful but he liked it.

The water soon was colored with red and Stephen was feeling rather tired.There was no going back after this,he wished Ant or Dec answered their phones but this would happen one way or another.

His eyes started to close when he heard his phone ringing from the living room but he wasn't about to get up and get it.

His ears felt like there was cotton in them and his eyes felt like weights until they closed for good.





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