Stephen Mulhern one shots

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Tw death,overdose 

Stephen curled himself into a ball,leaning against his door sobbing.He pushed his first into his mouth trying not to make so much noise but his attempt was futile.He brought his knees up to his chest and buried his face into them trying to calm himself after today.

The day started out like any other day,but when he arrived at work everything went to hell,Simon told him he was let go due to budget cuts and something else.Don't get him wrong or anything he hated working their because he got no respect and other things but the problem was he won't be able to see his actual friends because they would be too busy and stuff.Also the money situation,believe it or not he didn't get paid that well and lived in a shitting ass apartment,where rent is due at the end of the month and if late your evicted.

Stephen knew if he were to be evicted one of his friends would let him crash with them but he couldn't do that,he didn't want to be a burden.He finally got himself calmed down enough to stand he walked to the bathroom to splash water on his face.He let the chill of the water run down his face before he wiped it off with the towel laying on the stand.

He looked up in the mirror currently hating what he saw so he punched the mirror over and over until blood ran down his knuckle and down his arm.He had tears run fast down his face,he furiously wiped them away leaving the trace of blood smearing all over his face.

He heard something beeping bring him out of his trace,the sound was coming from his watch.It was time to take his anxiety medication,which might be a good thing right now.He walked out of the bathroom and back to his room,opening his bedside table and pulled out the familiar orange bottle out.He popped the cap off and shake the bottle.When a few more pills than he had intended fell onto his hand,he gently moved them around.He was thinking about it again,he knew he shouldn't but after what happened today he couldn't care.

He thought of his friends and how they would react,it will hurt them to bad.He had a reason to live,he would live for them.He put the pills backs in the bottle and grabbed his phone.His hands were really shaking that might have been because he didn't take his meds yet,so he popped the bottle open again and took one swallowing it dry.He sat slowly on his floor scrolling thought his contacts and pressed Ant's.He brought the phone up to his ear,squeezing his eye's shut trying not to break down again.

He didn't answer so he tried Dec and he didn't answer. Stephen brought his hand to his mouth a bit it trying to hold his sob in.He clicked on Ant's again hoping he will answer and he didn't he left it go to voicemail.It was all going to come out.

"Hey Ant i tried calling but you didn't answer nor did Dec so your probably busy with work or something,but you might know i was fired and everything is horrible and nothing is going my way.I don't know what i am going to do and i might be doing something i haven't made my mind up so i want you to know that i love and Dec so much,you guys mean the world to me i hope you get this before i do something but i'm not sure,i just wanted you too know.I love you bye."He hung up letting the phone slip through his hands clattering on the floor.

He choked on a sob,his heart was thumping so hard it felt like it was about to beat out of his chest,he couldn't breath.He reached for the pills that sat on the stand,he ran his fingers over the cold bottle slowly opening them and started at the circled white pills.Without a second thought he emptied the bottle onto his hand and brought it to his mouth and swallowed them in one go.He grabbed the bottle of water that was on his stand,gulped down the water to help make the pills go down faster. 

He waited for the pills to take effect,he slowly walked to the small window that was in his room feeling lightheaded.He stumbled and fell into the wall that held the window,his hearing became muffled but he could hear his phone ringing.He wondered who would want to call him.

When his breathing increased and the rings around him started to spin,he heard hard knocking on his door,probably the landlord reminding him rent is due in two days.The ground was coming closer so he smiled knowing it will be over soon.Just as he was falling someone caught him and brought him into their chest.

He looked up and couldn't really make out who it was with his hazy eyes but he knew it was Ant because of his cologne that he wears.He heard yelling and himself being shaken but all he could do was let the darkness over take him.