If only, Damon Salvatore

056. HOW I WOULD DIE

Chapter fifty six

"How I would die."

There was a huge bonfire, as everyone dressed in old time clothes, were dancing around it in the woods, some men were dancing with other girls while some girls were dancing with each other, someone was making there way through the woods parting the seas of everyone dancing, the ashes of fire were flying in the wind and almost dancing themselves to the magical tune that was being played on a guitar, the person soon made it to someone wearing a red hood over there head and as they turned to them and she took off her hood, she looked exactly like Beatrix but had blonde hair, as the man took her hand.

Beatrix then began to hear the sound of the birds chirping outside, the breeze brushing against the tree's, but something about her felt different, she felt like something was missing, as she opened her eyes, she wasn't in her room but Stefan's, as she sat up, looking around her, Stefan stepped toward's her with furrowed brows, seeing that her hair turned from it's fiery red to blonde overnight, as he sat next to her "Beatrix, Beatrix, breathe." he told her, as Beatrix turned to him, letting out a breath "I..I.." she told him, bringing her hand up to her neck, getting a flash in her mind, of Alaric kicking over the chairs and hanging her and her no longer being able to breathe "died." she said.

"I know. I know." Stefan told her, as Beatrix looked to him "so..so I brought myself back, right?" she asked him, as Stefan stared at her not saying anything, and as he did, the strange feeling Beatrix felt began to come very clear, as she felt like she couldn't breathe again, she began hyperventilating, as she put her hand on her neck and turned climbing off the bed "Beatrix.." Stefan told her, as he stood up, Beatrix felt the bite mark on her neck as her eyes went wide, looking to Stefan with wide eyes, her legs gave out on her, as Stefan sped over to her "when me and Damon woke up after being taken out by Alaric, you were on the floor and your heart wasn't beating. So I took you to the hospital, hoping you would come back but it wasn't..it wasn't working and with everything that's happened to you, I..I wasn't gonna let you die, Beatrix. I couldn't." Stefan shared.

And as he did, Beatrix shook her head, hanging her head down, feeling the air being taken away from her lungs all over again, as Stefan put his hands on her shoulders "Beatrix, stop, stop, I need you to breathe." he told her "I..I can feel it. That..that I'm not a witch anymore, everything..everything I knew is just gone." Beatrix shared "I know that and that's why I told Damon to go with Elena while I.." Stefan told her, as Beatrix furrowed her brows "what happened to Elena?" she asked him "nothing, nothing, what matters is that you.." Stefan told her, as Beatrix shoved his hands away from her and stood up "she..she's dead too, isn't she?" she asked.

As Stefan stood up "yes, but I talked to Bonnie. She said she's stronger than ever. There might be something she can do to help you both." he shared, as Beatrix shook her head "I don't want her help! It's her and her mother's fault that Esther did any of this!" she voiced "and it's mine too! I turned you! I took the coffins! I told Bonnie and her mom to let her out! So if you're gonna blame someone, blame me." Stefan told her "I wanna see Elena." Beatrix told him, running her hands through her hair "okay. I'll take you to her." Stefan told her, as Beatrix shook her head "I'm a vampire. I'm a vampire." she said, walking away from him and heading out of his room down the stairs, Stefan followed after her.

Making it to Elena's house, Stefan walked in as Beatrix followed in behind him wearing a hat and sunglasses "where's Elena?" Stefan asked as Damon was in the kitchen "upstairs." Damon told him, as Beatrix turned walking upstairs and as she did, Damon turned around looking at Stefan "let me guess? You tell her the same thing you told Elena? Getting their hopes up for something that hasn't happened in the history of vamperism." he shared, drinking from his glass "you know what, you weren't there the day Elena looked me in the eyes and told me she absolutely never wanted this. And Beatrix yelled at me and said she doesn't want Bonnie's help and she's struggling enough literally stops herself from breathing so can you not rile her up for once." Stefan shared.