Halley Larusso had the perfect life, amazing friends, loving family, good grades and money, what else could she ask for? Well, that's easy to answer:
Nothing
(...cobrakai s1-?)
(...elixfem!oc)
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Halley had been dealing with stuff in the last few months, so many things she didn't know how to deal with and with everything else going on she never had time to figure it out. So after the events in Devon's house and the revelations the night had given her, she was left with two questions
'Why couldn't she fight Angela normally anymore?'
and
'Who actually was she?'
The last question being the oldest one of the two, the one that Moon's magic pod had made her ask herself and still she couldn't answer that question and it got to a point where her dreams were invaded by the question she couldn't escape it.
Usually she found it easy to fall asleep, even with the lingering questions in her mind but that seemed to not have been possible that night, she had been trying and failing miserably to fall asleep for the last 3 hours yet every time she was close to achieving it the memory of that day on the pod would pop in
"Jesus Christ" she opened her eyes to look at her ceiling annoyed, that was one of the nights she and Eli decided to sleep in their own houses and she hadn't regretted that decision more ever in her life because now she couldn't wake him up for them to pick a movie and watch it together until they both fell asleep. So instead of the distraction she was forced to focus on the question at hand
'Who am I?'
'Who am I?'
'Who am I?'
'Who am I?'
She'd said before that who she was, was just a better person than Angela and Erick, but that wasn't really valid, she believed that, but it wasn't the answer she was looking for, her whole existence, everything she was couldn't be defined on two people, it needed to be defined by herself, so that brought her to think what she was, not who, but what
'I'm a good fighter'
'I'm a supportive friend'
'I'm smart'
'I'm resilient'
'I'm a good cousin'
'I'm protective'
'I'm dedicated'
'I'm good with fashion'
'I'm a good baker'
She started listing the things she could recognize herself as in her head, and as she went on she thought how those were qualities that also could be from someone else, yet, her particular combination was what made her, her. Who she was, was not better than anybody, or nicer than anybody or smarter than anybody. She was Halley LaRusso and that should be enough for her because at the end of the day it's what she was stuck being forever, but what she could do about it was be better than herself, be better than what she was 2 years ago or a year ago, even a month ago
