Wrong Number (Josh Dun)

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Sara
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How could I ever be so selfish?

Josh had always put me first, and if roles were switched, he would've gotten up right away. I texted him multiple times saying sorry, but each time he ignored each one.

I don't remember when it was, because everything was such a blur, but I took my bag with me and left. However, I did leave behind his Christmas present.

I went out and bought a hotel room for a bit until I could buy a plane ticket home, feeling as if I had messed up our entire relationship.

At one-ish, my phone started to ring, it was Joshua.

I answered, "Hel--"

"Where are you?" Josh demanded, he sounded so worried.

"I uh, gotta hotel room across town. I figured you were mad at me so I left, I'm sorry I didn't mean to ruin Christmas, I understand if you wanna break--"

"What hotel are you staying in?" Josh was angry, I could just tell and I was super scared because of it.

"Josh just go spend the rest of Christmas with your fam--" Once again he interrupted me.

"Sara now." And with that I told him exactly where I was and began to pace the floors.

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