The day before the last paper.
I spent most of my time preparing for it. But I also made sure that I packed my bags for our weekend trip. My first plan post exams starts tomorrow after the paper itself. My maternal family (aka my mom's cousins and their families) have decided to go on a weekend getaway to Pune, where Aunt S has a bungalow. Needless to say, I'm pretty excited.
Remember the day I got nervous for my exams and went and consulted dad? He seemed relieved that I was finally feeling nervous and at that time I didn't realise why it was wrong to not feel nervous before the papers. I think I get it now. At that time, I wasn't scared because I was confident with my preparations.
But for the most part of today, I didn't feel scared for a different reason. It's almost as if I don't care if I do well or not. It's a (ironically) scary thought, trust me. I felt like this during my prelims and it resulted in me actively avoiding taking a look at my scores. I cannot afford to have it happen this time. This exam is hella important and I'm going to do my best.
I do feel prepared for tomorrow's paper but I still have loads to revise. Wish me luck!
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An Outlet: Part 7
Non-FictionThis piece of writing is mostly for myself. I want this to act as my journal. I've always tried to see life from others' perspective. I think it's time to see it from mine. This can act as a rough draft of my life. If you're very nosy and want to kn...
