Addicted ~ Nate Jacobs

Chapter Thirty

TRIGGER WARNING: This chapter contains scene(s) associated with violence and/or trauma.

As usual, Sophie forgave Nate. She didn't want to be on bad terms with him and so, by the time they got home that night after dinner, everything was fine. And everything continued to be fine, but only for a few days.

Sophie and Nate had tried to have sex but for some reason, he couldn't perform, like he literally couldn't get hard. At first, she just figured he was tired and stressed and then she began to think that he thought that she wasn't hot enough anymore and he just saw her as a turn off because of how pregnant she was getting. Basically, Lexi had told everyone at school about the fact that Sophie found all those dick pics on his phone. So yeah, no wonder he couldn't perform.

But Sophie began to wonder about that entire situation again, did he really have those pictures on his phone just to catfish and blackmail Jules? Or did he have them because he actually might have an interest in guys? She was scared to bring it up since he would most likely shut down the entire conversation. And she was unsure because last night he was able to perform as usual and it was amazing. But, little did she know, tonight would be far from amazing as they were back to square one.

"Are you like, not hard?" Sophie asked, knowing that he was a minute ago, but suddenly as they were just about to have sex, it felt like he wasn't.

"Not yet, fuck." Nate replied, trying again as Sophie waited.

"Weren't you hard a minute ago?"

"Yeah, I just, fuck." he said as he tried again.

"It doesn't feel like it."

"I am now. I'm hard."

"Nate. This isn't something you just lie about. You know I can tell, right?"

"Sophie, I just have a lot of shit on my mind right now."

"Yeah, clearly you have for the past few days." Sophie said, referring to previous attempts at them trying to have sex, "But why are you worried about that right now? Like during sex, why are you thinking of that?"

"Sophie, stop."

"Stop what?"

"Talking. Stop fucking talking."

"Okay, I'm officially turned off. Just get off of me." Sophie replied as Nate backed away and she turned onto her back.

"Why the fuck are we even having sex?" he asked, putting on his boxers before sitting on the bench.

"Well, we weren't." Sophie said, sitting up and grabbing Nate's sweater, throwing it on.

"You know what your fucking problem is? You can't keep your fucking mouth shut."

"Yeah and you can't keep your dick hard." Sophie fired back as Nate scoffed.

"Maybe the reason I can't keep my dick hard is because everyone at school is spreading these fucking rumours about me."

"They're not rumours, they're facts. You literally had like, 40 different guys dicks in your phone."

"Yeah because of the whole blackmailing Jules thing. I fucking told you not to tell anyone about that."

"I told someone about it before I knew Jules was fucking involved."

"Yeah and you told them out of context. Let me guess, Lexi?"

"It doesn't matter, Nate. What is the context?"

"I'd tell you but I don't even fucking trust you anymore."