Ruby POV
R: F-FUCK OFF DAMN IT GET OUTTA MY HEAD
I fall to my knees in my room with a pain in my head. I know its happening again, their here and i can't fight em. I run to the mirror and see my reflection laughing at me.
R: P-PLEASE I DON'T WANNA BE LIKE THIS ANYMORE-
Reflection: *chuckle* like you have a choice...poor ruby...poor lil ruby no one knows what you go thru...another day all alone~
R: PLEASE IV BEEN DEALING WITH THIS FOR TO LONG-
My reflection puts its...and my hand forward and makes a strangle motion. It doesnt have a problem but i start losing air and get pushed to the wall. I could fucking kill this bastard-
reflect: oh ruby what does it matter anyway? no one really cares for you in fact i think most of them would rather have you dead...im your only friend~
R: Y-YOU A-AINT SHI-
Reflect: tsk tsk tsk no need for bad words now ruby...dont worry soon enough ill have had all the fun you can give me and ill leave...leaving you poor ruby all alone...with no one *lets go*
R: *GASP*
AIR OMFG AIR... I look up and see it smiling...BASTARD! I run up and punch the glass with both hands as fast as i can but they disappear. The glass shatters and i see my knuckles bleeding. I hear its damn laughter echoing in my ears. I can never win...ill never fucking win...i have no control...only in one thing. I remove my bracelets relieving my cuts and get a razor...3...2...1-
~~~~~~~~~~time skip~~~~~~~~~~~~
Sam POV
Im hanging with Phenonix at the party when i spot Allie and Maddie laughing in a corner...wither Maddie can tell or not Allie is clearly trying to make more then jokes and small talk. I shiver a split second remembering its cold and i didnt bring a jacket.
P: hey you cold sammy?
S: i...*looks around*...nah im f-fine
P: *sigh*...here
She takes a breath and slowly breaths out some fire.
S: *chuckle* thanks nix but really im...im good-
M: hey sam, nix...how are yall?
P: oh hey Max im great
Nix looks at me with that "well come on now" look. I mentally sigh
S: heyyyyyy maxxx...yeah yanno just...just chilling
~~~~~~~~~~mean while~~~~~~~~~~~~
Maddie POV
Mads: so you sure shes alright being alone at home? i mean its xmas yanno
A: who?...OHHH ruby? yeah she...never really likes the mention of going out tbh so yann shes fine-
?: AYOOO GUYS BEERS HERE!!!
Mads: ooooh funnn wanna have a couple Allie?
A: um...yeah sure thatd be cool
~~~~~~~~~~~~time skip~~~~~~~~~~~
Mads: *chuckle*
A: w-what?
Mads: nothing your just...you sure you wanna have more ur turning pink yanno
A: i am?w-well its just kinda hot in here
Mads: its in the low 40s Allie
A: *spaces out*
Mads: hey earth to Allie
A: hm? oh sorry aha...*looks up*...oh
Mads: what?-
its a mistletoe. I look around and see Jade smiling into her kiss with Faith. I wonder if she knows shes doing that...
A: aha anyways where um where were we-...ugh fuck
She spilled her beer onto her shirt. She looked in her mini backpack and gave a kinda paniked look.
Mads: whats wrong?
A: i f-forgot i already spilled once here meaning this was my extra shirt...fuck...ill just have to go try and wash it out in the bathroom and wear it till it dries
Mads: you kidding? you could get a cold like that
A: its fine
She quickly runs to the public bathrooms...i follow her.
A: what you doing here?
Mads: figured i could help
A: nah its fine really just go enjoy the party
Mads: i am enjoying it...with you
YOU ARE READING
can't shut my heart up
Ficção Geralyou'll see~ ps yall @ShutSadieUp helped me with the characters
