can't shut my heart up

learning

Iris POV

M: Phoenix may not seem it but...she's a unstable along with Sam. Phoenix can control and breathe fire on nothing but a spark. She also...well becomes a monster but we dont talk about that.

I: what about Sam?

                Her eyes switch to a like day dreamy mode.

M: Sam well...she's so cool. Shes strong, smart...*clears throat* her powers are kinda like a spider man type thing but with white cloths. She controls em and can make more just pop up in thin air. You can tell when shes getting worked up when her eye shadow goes darker like some others. Shes one of the best singers...great dancer, works out, kinda cocky sometimes but honestly shes just-

I: something tells me...you like her?

M: what? pfttt me? oh please nah nah aha

I: oh really?

                She looks at me and i can see it in her eyes

I: awww you do dont you?

                 She turns a lil shade of pink.

M: i-...u-um well we she um aha

I: hey look your secrets safe with me okay?

M: *sigh* please promise you wont tell anyone? like i have a rep yanno

I: my lips are sealed

M: *chuckle* thanks Iris

I: sooo...how come someone as confidant as you hasnt tried asking her out?

M: are you kidding? shes a HARD to get bitch. Honestly shes chill with most people but like the only one really really close to her is Phoenix...besides i'v...i'v always had people come ta me yanno? like its a blessing and a curse i guess being like me. I like the attention sometimes but...i think everyone sees me as this perfect person with cool hair and a good voice...i dont know where to start. She's different...she doesn't want a relationship anyways

I: well you should try some time

M: again. i dont know how i'v never really had to do the whole chasing thing...i'v always just *sigh* i know its dumb but like being "attractive" is hard i guess. people dont care really about you in that moment they just like your body. I'v never been smart as others or really helpful...i should stop ranting aha um...welp ttyl ima head home

I: you sure?

M: y-yeah *clear throat* see ya

                  She leaves and i sit watching the tv wondering...how i can help. I know we've only known each other for like a day of my life but i wanna help her out somehow. I start by well...i guess if she's too scared to learn how to win a heart i will. I get some books that so happened to be on my bookshelf...hey look they came with the place. I read thru em and watch Sam's video taking notes on that and from everything i remember hearing about her but this wont be enough...hm its like 9 already? how fast does time move here?

Shatter POV

               I'm watching a movie on the sofa when Lexie walks in.

L: sooooo um...Shatter have you ever thought maybe of...

S: ughh spit it out dude

L: look we scare people-

S: whats new?

L: yeah anyways but um...its not all bad not EVERYONE is scared and like...i think its just if we are chill they are right?

S: the point?

L: what im trying to say is...we've been here a couple months what if we tried...yanno making friends?

S: Lex have ya seen me? i make kids cry

L: well kids cant always handle a 360 head spin 

S: true i guess

L: i think...Shatter dont you want people to like you?

S: theres no POINT Lexie people are scared of me and thats that...might as well run with it 

L: *sigh* yanno one day...you wont be able to scare someone and they might just be the reason you wanna stop being like that...anyways ima go to bed

S: ight night loser