can't shut my heart up

NO

Gemma POV

                I haven't left Shatters' side since the call. I've never seen her like this and i don't think anyone has. She looks so tired and weak...all her veins are black and it's just...scary. I'm not scared OF her i'm scared FOR her...i need her to sit up for me on the bed

Gem: alright, babe come on ya gotta work with me

S: *pant* ơ̷̧̨̧̥͔͙̯̟͈̻͈̜̩͚̾̀̂͊͝͠͠-̶̖̮͓̎͒̐̿̿̈́̓̈́̓͛̽̕͝o̶̢̐̀̏̄ḳ̷̛̜̤̼͎̝̌̉͊͝a̷͙͈̻͇͋̀̿̀̈́̀̃͠͝y̸͚̮͉̟̬̯͓̓͐͐͒...h̸͍̠̾͛̎͋-̵̢͌͑̋͘ḥ̶̢̟̮̼̣̝̭̥̥̲̠͛̏ợ̶̯̳̗̘̩̳͎̱̯͗̀̓̽͒͛͛̐͌͝ļ̵̨̡̛̟̥̩̜͚̥̬̺̦́̓̎̈́̾͋̈́͛̄̃̋̋͋d̴͕̮̭̩̗͍̣̺̑̒̄̀͜ ̵̢͇̓̍͘͜͝ó̸̮̹̰̖̫̹̳̞͍̬̗͐̓̄͛̂͐̈́̒̀̊̚͘ͅǹ̶͖̞̯͓̫̟͈͓͉̭̤̬̌̃̌͜... 

                   I feel her forehead...she's burning up

G: we should get this off you kitten, you're burning up?

S: n̷̨̡̮̹̳̘̳̼͇͔̠̥̋͊͗̆̃̈́̃͛̉͠-̶̰̜͚͈̠̥̟̰̫̈́̑͒̑́̎͘͠͠ņ̴̧̛͓̲̮͕͎̯̤͉̱̝̭̃̈́̋̾̓ͅơ̶̧̳̱͖͉̣͕̝̜̱͛͐̉͋̍̀̈͐͝͝ ̵̰̥͍̓̍̋͘p̶̢̧̨̨͚̩̭͈͚̪̾̏́̓̾l̸̨̮͔̻̞̮̫̥͓̪̫̯̈̆̄͝ͅe̸̡̱̖͇̥̭͎̿̉̑̒̎̐a̴̯͓͉̹̟͐͌̄̒̎̄̅͂́̔̈͆͛̎͝ś̶̫ḙ̸̡̰̀̒̓̄̈͛̑͒́̈̃̾͐̑̚ ̷͇͎̪̪́̾į̴͚͎̮̲̞̞̻̝̩̖̺͉͔͊̓̉͂͂͊͆͒͛͂͑͘͝ͅ-̵̤͖̣͌̚ȉ̸͓̗̾̌̀̀̊͐͋́̿'̷̟̟̫̲͙͚̬̼̼̯̘͎͎͂̔̓̕ḿ̷̛͍̖̭̣̿͆ͅ ̴͕̭̭͚̤̹̖́̊̎́̇̑̈͆k̷̡̛̮̗͎̞̠̺̭̙̘͗̏͛̈́̂̈͛̋̉̕̚͜͝ͅì̷͔̀̏͐͋̏̿̊͑̓͋ņ̷̯̹͇̮̗͚̱̼̻̽̅̈́̒͆̔̑̂̚͜ḓ̵̫̖̌ą̴̯̞̮̳͙͖̣̦̲̒̔͛̔͜͜ͅ ̷͉͓̑̀͊̚͠f̴̠̹̽͋͗̀̇͝-̴͉͇̀̏͛̂̕f̷̨̩̯͈̪̼̼̩̖͍̻̫͎̍̉̄̔̈̃͆̎̇̔̈́̍̚͜͝-̸͖̭̯̘̤͖̝̟͈̫͙̱͗͗̓̓̑̓͑ͅf̴̡͇͙͎̞͌̎̎̎̕r̸̨̹͖̐ę̶̢̣̹͔͙͍̹̆̍̀̈̎͒͋́̎͑̊̎̕͘è̴̛̩͎̺̲̒̑̓͆͌̋ͅz̸̨̧̛͔̹̹̱̥͓̗̙̳͙̹̋́̓̏̕ͅį̶͔̦̻̤̣͙̩̓̌͂̽ñ̸̢̧͈͈̩̗̮̬̪̰͙͓̙̰͇̆͑͌́͐̑̾̈́͘͝͝͠g̴͖̩̳̣̻̒̈̽̎̉͌͠͝ͅ ̵̢̖͕͍͖͉͈̦̬̣̭̺͔̦̓͋̽͊̊͋̅̕͜

 G: oh really?

S: ḯ̷̝̰̘̩͎̖͎͇̣͚͈͌̆̾̆̕͘ͅ ̴̻̠̦͍̟̣̫̩̭̲̝̹͚̜̃̊̃̊͊̿́̈͒̍͘͜͝͠͝͝ḑ̸̡̼̲͚͉̘̩̫̟͎̫̻̝̦̾̑̓̓̄̅͌̎̋́̇́͘͘͝-̵̢̹͕̼̬͖̹̰̥̲͔͒́͊̐̈̽̃́̉͛̓̿ͅd̴̨̧̝̞͎͔̩̺͙͈̽̀͗̚i̵̜̘͂͆͆̑̇͐̏̓́͘͘ḍ̶̛̥̘̤̤́̃̾n̶̛̛͎̞̥͚̟̘͔̪͔͙͚̱̬͕̻̐̿͑͐̍̌͆́̀̈́̿͋'̸̞̳̠̖͕̠̝̓̑̐͌͂̆̈́̂̏̚ẗ̶̨̨̺̻̩̘̇͗̉͋̌͋͑̕ ̴͔̀́̆̂̄͐̕w̶͇͙̋̓̀̍́͝a̷̧̭̯͑̔̒͋͆̀͋̾̀̍͘n̴̡̨̝̣̞͓̩̗̫͇̭̻͎̍͂̇͆͒̃́̈́̒̒͠n̸̡̩̲̲̥͎̮̖̞͖͊̊͐̎͋͒͑͆̋̈́̃͝ȁ̶̢̯̩̖͇̳̮͕͆ ̷̡̨̰̖͈͍͖̲̝̩̘͉̬͎̖̓͘w̸̢̛̗͓̞̫͎̯̱͙͚̲͙͔̏͌̌͆͊̅̉̋̒̈̐͠ͅͅǫ̸͈̝̜̫̙̤̘͙̳͙̘̠̔̈́̂͐͜ͅr̵̯̗̖̔̑̃̿̔̌͊͛̃̓͂̅͌̔͠r̸̻̟̤̪̓̐͋͘y̷̧̰̯̱̘͚͎͎̲̯͇̳͐́ ̴̗͔̪̫͚̠̾̍̓̈́̈́̄̓̿̓͂̽̀͗̏͘y̶̢̢̬̟͖͈̲͛́̀̎̾͒͘̚͘͜͜ȍ̵͚̫͓̙̦ủ̵̡̢̪̪̪͎͈̲̼͉͎͖̞̜ͅ ̷̝̭͗̓̀͐m̷̖͕̖̖̼̪̞̻̆͑̄̿͘͝ơ̸̧̨̯͕͍͑̆͒̄͛̈̒̀̈́̏͘r̸͉͍̦̭̲̖̺̲̟̼̼̱̳͗̒ę̵͍̥͚̬͛̍͋̑̓̎̔͊̀̉̌ ̷̧̡̧̬͕̬͙̻̭̪͎̫͗͆̒̃͛͐́̈́̋̆ͅb̸̧̨͙͓̭̩͕̺̗̦̻̭͗̑͒̚͝ͅ-̸̡̛͔̟̳̱̰̱̠͈̭͔́̋͊́̒̈́̽͒͒̀̈́͒̽ͅb̸̢̢̹͎͖͒͛́͜͠͠ṹ̶̧͙̲͙̗̖̣͍̈́̄̈̈̉̚t̷̢̤͙͍̰̩͕̣͔͎͈̂́̆̇͂̈́̄̕͠ͅ ̶̢̢̻̖͠͠ỳ̷̡̨̡̫̻̘̣͔̱͕͚͓̏̂̎̿̽̂͌̽̚͝͝ͅe̷̛͖̰͈͒̂̎͋̄͛à̵̪́͠h̷̛̘̮͖͓̜̱͍̩̰̙̀͐͒̿̈́̅̊͊̎̽̀̚ ̴͙̇́̓̋̔̂͠ ̴͉̫̪͔̗̺̣̪̲̞̗̮̥̈́̍̌̽̅̄͐͠ͅ ̶̨̥͎̼̼̹̜͌̓̌͂̈̔ ̸̙̘͖̦̮̣̹̰̗̳͈̑͌̽̊̅͂̑̄͆͊̑̌͘͜͜͝ ̷̨̜̦̱͍̘͖͓̤͉̲̝̳̋̂̀͑͝ͅ