can't shut my heart up

chances

Jade POV

              She leaves and i wait to be brought back to my cell...but im not. I hear the door open and chair move.

H: *clears throat* 

                   I look up and see Hope thru my hair. why the heck is she here?

J: why are you here?

H: *rolls eyes* i signed the shit without knowing i'd have to actually see ya

                   i cant help but smirk...its just kinda funny

J: *chuckle*

H: look bitch i didn't wanna shut up

J: *rolls eyes*

H: what the FUCK okay? i come in here even though i could've made the choice of not even driving here and this is what i ge-          

J: y-your right im sorry

H: damn right...yanno she cried for ya?

                    she did?

H: as if you matter to her-

J: t-tell her im s-sorry...i wasnt thinking she'd c-cry

H: sorry?

J: i'm sorry i m-made her cry is all

H: i...um yeah i'll be sure to tell her-

J: i j-just...i know you'll never really accept me or listen to me...but for her sake...you have to let her be her own person...dont let her do drugs and stuff but please just let her breathe

H: *sigh*...i um...yanno i have something to say

                    oh boy here we go

J: i know i know i cant go near her ever a-and it's best i stay a-

H: sorry

J: w-what?

H: *gulp* i-i'm sorry. about everything. about me pushing you away...about not trusting you...or any unstable to be honest...i should learn to trust you. I should see the world the way Faith does...i k-know your tired of being alone...of not getting a chance...im sorry i didn't give you it...i promise once your okay to leave...you can hang out with Faith and i would be between ya. sure i might hang out watching yall cus im paranoid but i'll work on that

                     is she serious? omg is she serious? i might cry

J: r-really?

H: yeah

J: *tears up*

H: hey dont get all sappy on me-

J: t-thank you

H: i-

J: s-seriously t-thank you hope...i p-promise i w-wont hurt her

H: yeah i know you wont

*ring*

H: um so yeah um...see ya around or whatever

Hope POV

             I walk out the door. I guess i needed Faith to knock some sense into me. The unstables shouldnt have to be punished because of the actions of one of em...they should get a chance to talk about why they did it. I see Faith get up from her chair. We head to the car and i dont move.

F: why arnt you driving?

H: *sigh* i have to say...faith im sorry...sorry im so protective and shit. I shouldnt have been to tough on ya and give the unstables a chance...which is what im going to do

F: what do you mean?

H: when Jade's out...you guys can hang...i wont stop yall 

F: r-really?

H: yeah...oh also Jade said shes sorry she made you cry

                        She hugs me and i hug back after im done being shocked.

F: thank you Hope

H: yeah yeah no prob sis um well i gotta go to work in a hour and remember ya got that new job so i'll drive ya there and then drive to my job

F: oh right...yeah okay

                    I drive to the library where Faith works. Then i drive to the comic shop, park and walk in. Im stocking the playing cards when i here the door open so i turn around to help. Its a kid looking for a new comic to read. I show him some and then he finds a sonic the hedgehog comic. He happily buys it and then leaves...i love this job

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