can't shut my heart up

morning

Diane POV

              I wake up and remember last night right away. She was amazing i'll give her that. I look to my left to see her sound asleep...naked in my bed. I quietly get up, change into clothes, close the blinds so she sleeps without a problem and start cleaning up the room. I get my strap on and go to wash it in the bathroom. Once i finish i put it in its box and slide it back under the bed. I go to cook breakfast. 

Adie POV

 ~~~~~flash back to last night~~~~~

             She comes in with her strap on and i arch my back real nice for her. She sticks it in nice and slow and starts going in a out. oh DAMN its a big one what is that like 12 inches? It feels good though.

A: *moans*

D: faster?

A: y-yes please 

~time skip ya nastys~

                We lay back and she does something iv never dealt with before during a hook up...

D: hey id just like ta say sorry if i went a lil hard, ya did great, need anything?

                  Is she...asking if im alright? no one ever really asked that after sex...i'll admit im kinda sore...both areas...

A: i um actually could i have some w-water?

D: oh yeah duh

                 She gets up and comes back with a cup of water and a straw. I drink it, put it on her night stand and pull the covers over me. She comes in next to me

D: since i know um this was just a hook up you can um just leave when ever in the morning i wouldnt want you uncomfy

A: um t-thanks

~~~end of flash back~~~

                       I wake up alone in the bed...i look to my right and check the time on my phone. Its like 11pm...weird normally whoever fucks me kinda kicks me as early as possible...people think we have it easy...we dont. No one WANTS a actual porn star as their girl friend. I get up and start putting clothes on. I hear a sizzling sound and walk out to the kitchen to grab my stuff fast and go.

D: morning

A: o-oh um hey

D: sleep well?

A: um yeah actually thanks for asking

D: hey your not gonna leave before breakfast are ya? i mean like you can duh i just mean like yanno if ya want some energy before ya...i guess go home

A: really?

D: what?

A: you just want me to leave?

D: i mean you're a human and normal humans kinda need energy. Im not holding ya like you can leave if ya want i was just offering-

A: t-that'd...be great actually  

D: cool um how ya like your eggs?

              She cooks us up some breakfast and we dig in. This is weird...way does she like...care?...oh wait duh i know-

A: you want more sex dont you?

D: *chokes on pancake bite* E-EXCUSE ME?

A: if you wanted it yanno you couldve just asked i wouldnt charge ya-

D: no i *drinks water to clear throat* no i didnt want more what? 

A: oh um...then why are you being like...nice?

D: uhhhhh cus yanno you're a woman and like deserve respect...along with you're a human...like with all due respect i dont care if you're a porn star or a nun ms. rider ima make sure your like okay

                      no ones ever...done that before. We finish up and she asks me one last thing

D: why are you acting like kindness is weird?

A: i...w-well um...its just iv had lots and i mean lots of hook ups and stuff as im sure you know but no one ever really...cares if im alright after it is all im just not used to it...being a porn star yanno everyone kinda just wants the vag and then me to leave as soon as possible cus no one wants a porn star as a girl friend 

D: well thats kinda bull shit 

A: *chuckle* yeah...it kinda is

D: well look if anyone ever kicks ya out early and your around here...*hands me number* call me up ill help ya out

A: really?

D: yeah

A:...t-thanks