can't shut my heart up

bottles

Ruby POV

R: *sigh* seriously? you're back?

V: i just wanted to check on...you...oh Ruby

R: what? you're not my mom *hiccup* fuck off...we don't even have moms

                 I chug another beer bottle down and add it to the ones on the floor...she has no fucking idea what it's like i can't help it if i drink...it helps a little. I lean back in my sofa and teleport another bottle from the fridge. She sits next to me looking worried. I roll my eyes and start drinking my...sixth? no seventh bottle of the day...it makes my stomach hurt but i couldn't care less what my body thinks...i need this-

V: it's not healthy

R: i don't really care to be fucking honest

V: you know i hate when you curse

R: YEAH? WELL SHIT! I CAN'T REALLY FUCKING HELP-

                 I look at her and her eyes start glowing a light blue which a kinda stern look on her face...i start feeling myself calm down...

R: *sigh* sorry...i'm sorry i just...*groan* my head

               She takes away the bottle and puts in on the table in front of us

V: ...i never asked...is your injury healed?

               I pull up my shirt to show where it was

V: *gasp* not even a scar?

                I drop my tank top back down

R: yeah i can't really stay hurt...i can heal myself

V: oh

R: yeah i...*chuckle* i got led thru the skull at pride...healed right away so i could beat those dudes asses...f-fucking jerks...p-pieces of shit...what the?

V: what?

                  I pick up my leg and notice the tracker on it is off...i walk over to my door to the backyard and walk thru...nothing

V: did you do something to it?

R: n-nah...nah wait...they didn't...they wouldn't...holy shit wait am i free? holy fucking shit wait really!

V: well that's nice

                   I rip it off my ankle, run over to her and hug her i'm just so happy

V: o-oh...hmmm~

                     I get all warm inside when she hugs back...i just know i'm radiating heat...wait? what am i doing?-

R: *clears throat* w-well uh

                        I push her away and she looks to the side

R: i guess uh...i can take that vacation sooner

V: yeah...where would you go anyways-

*knock knock*

R: uh...it's open!

                        Max walks in...oh shit-

M: OKAY RUBY! We need to talk

V: hey hey calm down they weren't doing anything-

R: *growls*

M: don't growl at me...do you have any idea on what's going on outside?

R: *sarcastic tone* GE i was probably in jail most the time if anything was happening sorry fucking sue me

M: *sigh* look i'm sorry i just

                She closes the door with her foot

M: i want to help iris and i thought maybe-

R: cus i'm the worst fucking unstable i'd be able to tell you shit?

M: *gulp*

V: ruby...do you know what's been going on?

R: i...*sigh* look i can't tell you much cus i don't fucking know...all i know is someone clearly...is targeting maybe? 

                    I don't want Max to think i'm crazy about the smoke thing-

M: yeah...iris...s-she tried to tell me something about a weird smoke

V: *gasp*...red and black?

M: uh i think so...wait what? how do you know

                     Violet looks at me consider...i look at her, then Max then back at her...

R: *gulp*

                       I give Violet a look begging her not to tell Max

V: *sigh* it's um...nothing i was just guessing

M: *snares at me* you SURE you don't know anything? not to be that bitch but you don't tend to be the most trust worthy person

R: *growls* i SAID i don't fucking know SHIT! you better fucking watch it

                       I stand up and walk up the Max. I look down at her and growl. She mimics me and gives me a fake growl making my blood boil...this is why i don't fucking deal with people. I feel my back, head, lower back and hands start to pulse like my claws, horns, tail and wings'll thrash out at any second. I threaten her by glowing my eyes red. She immediately backs away looking scared

R: I. DON'T. KNOW. SHIT.