can't shut my heart up

coping

Maddie POV

M: woah is she okay?

Mad: *sigh*...the hell would i care?

M: hey come on i don't know what happened between you guys...you like were so close what could've happened in a day?-

Mad: NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS-

M: HEY!

                     Max...screamed...she never screams

M: *clears throat* look i know its not my position to tell you what to do...but i can tell you still care

                     Ugh shes sadly fucking right...i felt bad watching Allie slip up and stuff on stage

M: you were like...made for each other even if you technically weren't yanno? i mean like have you even tried letting her explain her side of WHATEVER happened?

~~~flashback~~~

                  Allie hasn't stopped texting me...i'm ignoring her i'm hurt like i'd fucking give her a chance to to it again. I hear a ring and pick up my phone

A: m-maddie come on p-please just lemme e-

Mad: *hangs up* fuck no

                   I don't wanna hear her fucking excuses. She SLEPT with someone we trusted...how can i even trust Sam now? short answer, i fucking cant and don't want to

~~~end of flashback~~~

Mad: well...

M: *sigh* i know you mads...i KNOW your hurt and don't wanna talk to her...but i also know you still love her...at least talk to her...go check on her

Mad: max  you don't know-

M: hey...look i know damn well your the older one and like so if anything you'd tell me what to do but yanno what? i'm not asking mads...GO talk to her...please

Mad: *sigh* fine...fine 

M: cool...i'll be at the hit the target booth kay?

Mad: kay

                  I walk backstage and see someone waiting outside of her changing room

?: hey are you sure your okay allie?

A: david i'm fine 

D: okay...hey what are you doing back here?

Mad: shh shhh...*whispers* look i'm allie's...friend 

D: OH you must be maddie oh allie told me a LOT about you hi! i'm david as you heard uh well maybe you could help her she never liked people in the changing rooms with her even if she's fully clothed

                 Oh trust me i remember well. He walks away with his clip bored to check on the other actors as i knock on the door

A: go away david

Mad: i don't think i changed my name last i checked

A: *gasp*

                   I open the door and see her trying to patch herself up. She gets up from her chair and backs away

Mad: hey allie

A: w-what are you doing here?

Mad: *sigh* is your arm okay?

A: i got a flaming sword to it you tell me-

Mad: ...lemme see it

                  She lowers her arm and i help her wrap it. She's looking to the side down at the floor...

Mad: allie...i'm sorry

A: hm?

                   We sit down on chairs...she scoots her's away to her mirror fixing her hair

Mad: *sigh*...g-gimme a reason allie p-please

A: i...y-you wouldn't wanna hear it-

Mad: try me

Sam POV

           Nix and i headed to the town hall...they let us into Gab's office...been a while sinces we've been in here

G: hm? oh sam, pheonix...been a while...what are you two doing here

P: ...well go on sammy

S: *sigh* look gabs i know it's been a while since we've hung but i was wondering...yanno how ya said you'd do anything for us if you really became mayor?

G: yes

P: s-sammy are you sure-

S: yeah...look gabs i know it sounds weird but could i spend some time in the slammer?

G: i'm sorry?

S: look i just...i wanna be alone for a while and not in my like...house yanno?...your the mayor i just figured maybe you could

G: w-well i could but...jail? 

S: my cell kinda...gives me comfort sometimes...in knowing i can't hurt no one else please gabs?

G: i...

P: come on sammy-

S: please...can you do it?

G: *sigh* a favor for a favor...alright sam i don't understand but i won't ask