can't shut my heart up

bash

Sam POV

           Truth is i kinda feel bad about letting Max go but like i had to i didn't like her like that 

Mad: come on i can tell somethings up

S: *sigh* i mean-

H: here ya guys go

Mad: thanks...alright well continue 

S: i kinda...well Max and i were uh...dating-

Mad: you?...with her?

S: *chuckle* yeah i know...she had her eyes on me so i caved and said yeah to some dates but i wasn't really yanno...feeling it? shes a nice girl don't get me wrong but i just...yanno couldn't keep lying to her and myself like it wasn't her...*sigh* it was me it wouldn't have been genuine if we kept going on dates

Mad: hm...i feel bad for her to be honest...yanno i used to like her

               Nahhhhhh shit realllyyy? she went everywhere with her it was sooooo obvious-

S: *fake gasp* nahhhhh really now?

Mad: yeah yeah rub it in whatever...point is she COULD'VE had all this 

                She jokenly pushes up her boobs...nah nah she's kinda got a point...wait what-

Mad: *chuckle* anyways and then there was her liking you which hey yanno i don't blame her i guess. point is...she kinda don't have the best luck in love yanno? when we fall in love we kinda yanno as the song goes...get crazy for em i know it took a while but i fell for Allie and if *ANYONE* HURT her i would rip their throats out and shove em up their asses... *cute lil smile* 

                    I...wow uh okay???

Mad: anyways...cheers

S: *chuckle* okay yeah sure

                    We clink our shot glasses and take em straight. We look over at Allie and Lexi who are still at it with beer...they both look like they could use a break

D: WELL FUCK YOU OKAY!?

Mad: oop...dramaaaaaa

Dante POV

D: LIKE JUST FUCKING LEAVE IT! AND IF YOUR GONNA TALK ABOUT IT YOU CAN AT LEAST GET MY DAMN PRONOUNS RIGHT!

B: WELL MAYBE YOU SHOULDN'T FUCKING EASE DROP and OOOHHH SORRRRRRYYY YA FUCKING DANDELION!

                       IS THAT SUPPOSED TO BE A PUN BASED OF "SNOWFLAKE"? I HEARD THAT BITCH TALKING SHIT ABOUT WHAT I TOLD HER IT AIN'T MY FAULT I COULD HAR HER FROM ACROSS THE BAR

C: uuuuhhhh i'll just be over hereeeee

B: SHUT UP CHARLIE!

C: okay damn...shit

D: OH PLEASE THAT WAS SUCH A BAD INSULT MY NON-EXISTENT DEAD GREAT GRANDMA COULD DO FUCKING BETTER! AND DON'T BE SUCH A BITCH TO YOUR FRIEND THIS AIN'T HIS FIGHT OR FAULT ITS YOURS!

C: are you seriously doing this in public?

D+B: SHUT UP CHARLIE!

C: OKAY DAMN SHIT I'M OUT!

                He walks away and i storm out the back door into an alley 

B: HEY I'M NOT DONE SCREAMING AT YOU

D: WELL GEE I AM

               She follows me out and slams the door behind her

B: YOU NEED TO GET A GRIP

D: I NEED A GRIP!?! YOUR LUCKY TO EVEN HAVE FRIENDS AND FAMILY AND YOU STILL TREAT EM LIKE SHIT FROM TIME TO TIME!

B: OHHHH IS SOMEONE LONELY? HUH? IS THAT IT DUMB ASS-

D: YEAH DAMN IT OKAY MAYBE I AM YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT BEING ALONE FORE T-TWO FUCKING YEARS AND SEEING EVERYONE ELSE LEAVE THE WAITING ZONE FUCKING FEELS LIKE! MOST PEOPLE HAVE A PARTNER IN THE VIDEO OR TWO! I DON'T I WAS LUCKY ENOUGH TO GET CATS! NOT T-TO MENTION...how confused i was...i don't even exist technically i...i d-don't even know if i-i'm real

                    I feel myself starting to dissociate and slide down a wall and pull my knees to my chest

D: s-shit...i-i'm real...i...i-i'm real

B: *scoff* oh please your really trying to change the subject like this? that's fucking...pathetic

D: *sniff*

B: ...hey seriously i can't bash you when your like this