| Tai POV |
You ever felt like you had to be happy for everybody else but deep down inside your just not happy at all. no matter what you do, no matter who you meet your just not happy. that's how I feel, I'm not happy, I feel like I'm ruining James life, I have to go, we have to go. I started to pack up my clothes and stuff. "Baby" I heard James yell walking upstairs. I wiped my face and threw my long hair into a pony tail. I stopped for a minute because I felt the baby kick. I sighed and then started back up. I heard his footsteps coming into the room. "Baby a nigga couldn't wait to get.... what you doin?" He asked and I turned around. I pushed my sleeves up and leaned against the dresser. I stared at him as he stood by the door looking clueless. "I have to go" I said and he sighed and shook his head. He threw his keys on the dresser and sat on the bed. "Anyways like I was sayin. A nigga. Couldn't wait to come home to y'all" he said while taking off his hoodie. I took a deep breath because I felt like I was about to bursts out in tears. "Baby I have to go" I said and he looked at me. "You don't have to do shit Tai. The thing is you wanna leave. I knew this was gone happen. I already contemplated this. You running away from yo problems without tryin to work em out wit me first. That ain't coo cause you makin me feel like I'm a nothin ass nigga that ont care about his woman when I do" he said and I bit my lip and tried to keep the tears in. "No I have to. I feel like I'm ruining your life" I said and he shook his head and bit his lip. He rubbed his hand over his face and stood up. "Little do you know you started all this. You taught me how to love, you taught me how to be a man in the little bit of time Ive known you. You a never get how much you and the kids mean to me but that's you though... if you wanna leave" he said while sighing. "Leave" he said shrugging and the tears fell. "Why is this so hard for me" I said through tears and he looked at me. He walked over to me and grabbed my hand. He walked over to the bed and I sat on his lap. "It's hard because you don't want help. Baby I a help but you gotta let me. It's hard cause you wont let me love you when that's all I wanna do, Shit I wanna give you all the love I can give you, you already got my heart, I'm yours and only yours , nobody else's and thats my Word. I feel like now, I can promise you forever, cause I wanna be witchu forever. And if our days get old and Shit go bad and we don't make it to forever, ima always be there. I think that's what you scared of, you scared ima leave. I aint going nowhere ma, one thing I can say is I ain't no dog and I ain't like these other niggas, that's one thing fasho and two things for certain. I'm yours , you just gotta work wit me and start tellim me wassup. If you silent I can't help. I love you Tai, and yo deep down inside you scared a nigga when I seen all the Louis vuitton filled with clothes and Shit, I thought you was packin for me, I was like what I do now" he said and I laughed and wiped my tears away. He sighed and stared at me. "You love me?" He asked and I stared at him and nodded. "You sure" he asked and I nodded. "Baby is you positive" he asked and I smiled and nodded. "Yes I love you" I said and he laughed. "I love you too ma" he said kissing my cheek. The baby kicked and I held my stomach. I grabbed his hand and placed it on my stomach. He smirked. "Yo that's dope. I remember I use to go Chill at my uncle Christian and my aunt ciara house and mess wit her until she let me feel the baby kick. That Shit use to have me dumb happy, make me even happier because it's my shorty kicks that I'm feeling" he said smiling at my stomach. I smiled and nodded. He pressed harder and the baby kicked harder making me hold my stomach. He laughed and I mugged him. "Baby lightly punch yo stomach. I want you to feel this" he said while placing my other hand on my stomach. I lightly punched my stomach and I swear I felt the baby punch me back. I looked at James and smiled. Malik appeared at the door. "Come here man" James said and malik ran over to us. "Wanna feel something?" James asked and Malik nodded. "Yes" he said. I placed his hand on my stomach and he rubbed it, the baby lightly kicked my stomach and he jerked his hand back. "Daddy" he said to james while pointing at my stomach. "Its something in there" he said and I laughed. "It's the baby man" James said and his jaw dropped. He rubbed my stomach again and the baby kicked. He smiled and looked at James. "When is he coming?" Malik asked. "How do you know it's a boy" I asked. He shrugged. "Somebody told me" he said and I looked at james and he smirked and I laughed and rolled my eyes. We stayed like that for a few more minutes then we all laid down and fell asleep.
