| Jawan POV |
everybody sat in the living room. "Yo bro we got some shit to show you" Q said and I smirked. "Aight" I said. "Cover his eyes" Christian said and kiara covered my eyes. I sat there and waited. Then I heard a clip of a voice I knew. She moved her hand and on the screen it was Me, Nezz, Christian, Q, and Christopher. kiara sat by me and I looked at her then back at the screen. "All I wanna do is get up outta here, I pray to God the kid make it to another year. If I ever go take care of my daughter and her motha, my mama and my Daddy and all of my brothas." He rapped and my eyes watered up. I looked at Christian and he was already breakin down. I looked at Q and he was just starin at the screen. I looked at Christopher and he was bobbin his head and smilin listening to all of us rap. "Aight nezz That was dope man now spit some funny shit for us B." I said and he laughed. "Aight man" he said and it got quiet and we all laughed, his laugh was loud as hell. I a give anything just to hear his laugh again. "Get on Q" Christian said. I looked at mariah and she was crying in DeQuan arms. "Look at Q, ol iron board body ass." He said makin us laugh. "Boy said his motto was blowin money fast, but this nigga broke as hell and he ain't got no cash" nezz said and Q was gettin mad you could tell. I looked at Q and he was laughin. "Nah I quit man. But these niggas here" he said lookin at the camera. "These my brothers. For life. A do anything for these ugly ass niggas. Shit all the slob I didn't left on these niggas couches man I swear I do anything for these niggas. Word to my mother" he said and a tear dropped from my eye. Kiara wiped it and I smirked at her. "Next clip" Q yelled and the clip turned. "Aight so im makin this video in case anything happen to me. Shit you never know now a days" nezz said with the camera facin his self. I sat up and kiara rubbed my back. "I wanna give a shout out to my daughter" he said smirkin. He looked down then back at the camera. "I love you baby girl. You know Daddy gone always hold it down and if I ever leave this world know I'M wit you 100 percent. You my world, I ont know what I would do wit out you or ya mother. No bull shit. You 4 now but when you get older you a most definitely understand. I cant promise you I ain't goin nowhere though , shit I could be gone tomorrow. Just know I love you" he said and I heard Mariah crying. "Come ere riah" I said with tears rollin down my face. DeQuan walked her over to me and she sat next to me and laid her head on my chest. "Now to my main niggas. Ain't gone name all y'all cause I only got like 4 of em" he said. "My nigga Jawan, the ese." He said makin everybody laugh. "He always had jokes. " I said makin them laugh. "Im playin. Wait no I wasn't I was dead ass ese. But man, you my nigga. Word to my mother. You always keep it 1,000 never been a slime ass nigga. Im glad you stuck wit kiara ass, even though she crazy as hell" he said and kiara smiled. "Do I really needa explain?" He asked. "Nah b" I said to myself. "Love you J. Foreal. And to my future neices or nephews. Don't be a bitch like y'all dad" he said and I laughed. "Q and Christopher. Man shout out to y'all man. Two other real ass niggas I know. I love y'all niggas" he said. He sat back in the chair and shook his head. "Last but not least. My boy Christian." He said smirking at the camera. "My brother foreal. I love you man. Remember that time I got shot, well shit that was last week. Remember last week I got shot and you was crying like a bitch cause you thought I was gone die. Man I a never forget that shit, even though I was in pain I was still laughing hard as hell. Nah but foreal if don't nobody understand ya , I feel ya. You always keep it 1,000 wit me. I remember that time we was at ya house shit we was like 10 . We was hungry as hell and yo mom was at work so we ain't know what to eat. I was like ima make us a sandwich so I made em. I was about to bite into mine but you smacked it out my hand. You was like, Danezz no dont eat that. I was confused as hell. Then you told me it had mold on it and I start cryin. I hugged you hard as hell felt like you saved my life . I cried and thanked you for like 2 days straight. Man I love you chris. We got hella memories. If I go, hopefully our paths meet again and we a be back boys. You better wife ciara fine ass or I will. Nah though, I love you man." He said. "Brittney , Brittney, Brittney. My baby my love. You got my heart ma. I fucked up wit you so many times I can't even count but you still wit my dumb ass. Im happy I got to make a life wit the love of my life best feelin in this fucked up ass world. Ima marry you baby , thats the plan but if we never get to it , shit marry my money. It's all you and mariah's. Shit that's all I wanna do is spend this cash on you and my daughter. I do what I do for y'all. I'M a immature ass nigga i know , i know. Buuuut you stuck wit me. For life. Til death do us part and if it ever do ima fuck death up" he said makin everybody laugh. "Love y'all. Hopefully y'all find this one day if I ain't there and just laugh at how serious my dumb ass bein" he said. "Peace" he said and that's when the video cut off. Mariah sat up and I stood up. "Man that was the best present I got. I love y'all so much man. Im 33 today, 33 . I ont think I could do this shit wit out none of y'all. especially wit out my kids and my wife." I said and everybody gave me my hugs and shit. The front door opened and Q walked inside. "Wassup everybody. Happy G-day unc " he said huggin me. "Nigga if you ain't got no present why you here?" I asked and everybody laughed. "I got a present for you and my pops." He said. "I was bullshittin but ight" I said. The door opened and a girl and a baby walked in. I blinked twice cause I thought I was trippin. the baby kook just like Q jr. "Pops" Q said. "Wassup" he said standin up. "This my girl , jessica." He said and everybody said hi to her. "And this our kid" he said and it got quiet. "Word?" Q asked and He nodded. The baby start makin all types of noises. "Swear I got a grand child yo" he said laughin. Making us laugh. He walked over and grabbed her. "What's her name man" he asked. "Not sure" he said and everybody mugged him. "Im playin. Her name brianna" he said. "Pops" DeQuan said. "I got something to tell you too" he said. "Shoot" he said. "Mariah pregnant " he said and my jaw dropped. "Good shit. Tre and James y'all got anything y'all needa tell me" he asked while holdin brianna. "Yeah pops im moving out and my girl wanna meet you" tre said and Q nodded. "Well I broke up wit my girl yesterday. I guess that's news" James said makin everybody laugh. "Yo this the best birthday ever man" I said. "Pops" J said. "I got something to tell you" he said and I sighed. "Shoot" he said. "Paris pregnant" he said and I seen kiara hop up. "Just playin" he said and I laughed. "Happy G-day pops" he said laughin.
