| J's POV |
when I told Cali I'm goin to jasmine's I was lying, I just said that to make her mad Cause I know she like me. But I swear I don't think I could ever date Cali, I think my uncle Christian a be mad. I remember when we was little and my dad asked my if I liked Cali and I told him yeah, my uncle Christian was pissed. My dad always be tellin me that me and Cali gone get married and she gone be the motha of my kids but I don't know. I mean yeah, it's moments when I feel like I like her, and I wanna be wit her but I a never tell her. Of course I love Cali, she my bestfriend , my world. Inplus my boy Tj like her and to be honest wit yall I'm a dog, and I don't wanna hurt her Cause I know if me and her was to start fuckin around I wouldn't be faithful, that's just the way I am. I pulled up to my house and we got out the car. Kendrick and londynn ran to the door . They remind me of me and cali when we was they age like no bullshit , they always together and kendrick always protectin her , just like i am with cali. They might grow up to be together fasho. I walked inside and my mom was in the kitchen cookin. "Hey ma" I said kissin her cheek. "Whatsup." She said . I jumped on the counter and stared at her. "Mom you know you the only woman that got my heart right?" I asked and she looked at me. "I better be" she said making me laugh. "Not foreal . I love you and I don't know where I a be without you or my pops." I said and she squinted her eyes at me. "I love you too J. Now whatchu want?" She asked and I smacked my lips. "How you know I wanted somethin" I asked while laughin. "Cause you my son. So wassup " she asked. "Can I go to this party tonight?" I asked. And we looked into eachothers eyes. Me and my mom always do that when we talk. It's a habit. She moved her hair out of her face and rolled her eyes "whateva. Yeah you can go but I'm telling you J you betta be careful Cause you know" she said in a ratchet voice. "Thanks ma. And don't do that again" I said laughing and she laughed and checked the food. "Oh yeah. Mom tell uncle jayvon to stop throwin eggs at my window at 1 in the morning. Thats mad annoying." I said and she laughed. "I got you man" she said and I walked upstairs to my room. Before I opened the door I heard bumpin. I pulled out my gun and walked in. When I got in there Tj dumb ass was climbing through my window. "Man what the fuck you doing" I yelled while closing the door. "Climbing through the window nigga" he said. "Man it's a door" I said. "Aw yeah. I forgot" he said and I shook my head. "Go downstairs with my mom man. I'm finna get ready" I said and his eyes got wide. "Damn man if I knew yo mom was downstairs I woulda used that thing you call door" he said and I smacked my lips and pushed him out my room. "You ain't gotta push me man. You know how I feel about that shit" he said about to cry. "Dude you slow man go." I said. "I aint slow man. My mama said I'm special" he said and I laughed "yeah you special. Man you special as hell." I said closing the door in his face. I walked into my closet and started to pick out my clothes. I got my black true religion shirt , my white true religion pants, and my gamma blues. I walked to my dresser and got my earring and my chain. I laid my clothes on the bed and walked into my bathroom. I turned on the shower and hopped in. I stayed in there for 15 more minutes then got out. I had to hurry up Cause I know Tj drivin my mom crazy. I slipped on my boxers and my socks. I rubbed lotion on my arms then I put on hella deodorant. I slipped on my pants, my shirt and my shoes. I slipped my chain around my neck , put my earring in and walked to the dresser. I grabbed my raybands and put em in the neck of my shirt. I got my hair wet in the shower so its curly now. I sprayed on some cologne , grabbed my leather jacket and my phone and headed downstairs. "I swear if you was my age you a be mine. We a spend hella time ... together forever. Especially if its bad weather cause mami im scared of thunder , my covers? We a be under , if its cold outside we a make love until the summer. That was tight? Yeah you right. If you spend the night ima fu..." Tj was finna say when i punched the shit outta him. "Yo dont say no shit , excuse my language mom. But dont say no shit like that to my mom" i said and he mugged me. "She liked it though so i dont know why you trippin. Yo mom told me im special nigga , everybody think I'm special" he said. "Yeah nigga. Specially retarded" I said and my Mom laughed. "That's cold. But shit I don't care Cause at school the principal said I'm getting moved to special classes Cause they think I'm special" he said and I shook my head. "We finna leave mom" I said kissin her cheek. "Yo drive the truck tonight. Yo dad gone in the car " she said. "Aight" I said and me and Tj walked out the door. "Nigga y'all got all these damn cars and you gotta drive this big ass truck" he said " hush up and Watch yo step man. That brick right there" I said and he nodded "aight" he said and I looked back and this nigga was on the ground. "Damn man. Why you ain't tell me it was a big ass brick right there." He yelled. "Nigga I told you. Son get in the truck man." I said and he smacked his lips and got in the car. "Yo Cali goin to this party?" He asked. "Yeah" I said shrugging. "Oh shit . I know my baby lookin fine as hell" he said. "Chill man" I said startin up the car. "Why you mad?" He asked. "I ain't. Just Chill though" I said. "Whatever man" he said and I turned up the music not wantin to hear this funny lookin ass nigga nomore . my phone start ringin and I turned the music down. "Hello" I said. "I'm on my way there" Cali said. "We is too. I gotta go get tre and them." I said. "Want me to meet you at uncle Q's then?" She asked. "Yeah Cause somebody might have to ride witchu" I said. "Aight bye " she said hangin up. We drove to my uncle Q house and I beeped the horn. A few seconds later Cali pulled up next to me. "Wassup" I said and she waved. 2 minutes later tre, Q, James and dequan came outside. "Yo , Tre ima need you to drive this since you older and i aint got my license" i said. "Word" he said and i got out. "Ima ride with cali to the party aight?" I said and everybody nodded except for Tj. "You good" i asked. "Yeah im straight man. lets go" he said and i smirked cause i know he mad. "You grimy for that. But good shit" Q whispered to me and laughed. I laughed and got in cali car. They drove off and she drove off too. I looked at her from the corner of my eye , she looked good i guess. "Don't" she said and I mugged her. "What?" I said. "Stop lookin at me before I shoot you" she said and I laughed. "With what? You ain't got shit" I said and she reached on the side of her door. leaned back in her seat and sat the gun on her lap. "Why you riding with this in yo car ma?" I asked gettin mad. "Cause I need it. " she said. "Man no. Don't ever ride dirty. What if you get pulled over and they find this? You goin to jail fashodo. Start thinkin lili. Foreal " I said and she sighed. "Why you always think you my dad or somethin " she yelled. "I'm just lookin After you. It's my job" I said and she laughed "Whatever J. You ain't got to. You know I got myself" she said. "Word?" I asked and she nodded. "Fasho. If somethin happen remember you got yo self" I said and the rest of the ride was quiet until we made it to the party. I ain't even in the mood nomore but I'm here so I'm stayin here. I got out the car and slammed the door. I walked over to tre and them. "You straight man?" He asked. "Yeah I'm good ." I said walkin inside. Cali needa just stay away from me the whole night, she got herself so she don't need me.
