| J POV |
I unlocked the door and walked inside the house. I made sure I was quiet so I wouldn't wake Paris up. I slowly walked up the stairs. I opened the door to our room. When I walked in she was sleep. I sat my bag down and kicked off my shoes. I slid into the bed and wrapped my arm around her. She jumped up and turned on the light. I heard a gun cock. When the light came on Paris was holding a gun. I smirked and shook my head. "Wassup baby" I said and she smiled . She sat the gun down and jumped into the bed. "What happened?" She asked. "I couldnt leave" I said and she nodded and smirked. we just stared at eachother with straight faces. She smiled making me smile too. "Knew you wasnt gone leave" she said and I smacked my lips. "Awl but you was the one cryin" I said and she laughed. "True. But I woulda missed you" she said and I pulled her closer to me and she laid on my chest. "Shit I woulda missed you too. Man soon as I got in my car I start missin you like no bullshit. Q made me change my mind on everything " I said. "Why?" She asked. I rubbed my fingers through her Hair. "Cause his daughter. It was hard for him to leave his daughter. He actually said the smartest shit tonight cause you know he kinda slow. But he made me think about you and all that so we all ain't go." I said and she nodded. "Baby what if they After you cause of me " she asked and I sighed. "We don't know why they After us ma foreal. It can be for any reason, niggas could just be hatin for all I know. All I know is they not finna try and scare us out our city, real shit. If they want war then they can come to us. We ready" I said and she sat up. "No" she said and I stared at her. "Whatchu mean no?" I asked. "You just got out the hospital over shit like this. Why go back? Or get somethin even worse?" She asked and I mugged her. "It don't matter Paris. If they got beef wit my niggas they got beef wit me. I ont care what condition im in. One Shoot we all Shoot and that's real shit. I never been no pussy, my dad ain't raise one. My dad also raised me to stick wit my niggas , through anything so thats what ima do. If you aint us then baby you aint gone understand" I said and she looked down. "They don't control yo life Jawan" she yelled and I looked at her. I knew she was dead ass serious cause she called me by my name. "I know" i said shruggin. "Well if you know then why are you trying to put yo self back in the same predictament? It's not cool J , Its not. I don't wanna lose you. You have done so much for me I swear you have , don't try to leave me now. I haven't even got the chance to do for you yet" she said. I sighed and nodded. I grabbed her arm and pulled her close to me. "You ain't gone lose me. That's my Word. And you right, you really is. I love you, so much and I choose to do shit for you so like I told my parents I ont expect shit from you but a friendship , yo heart and unconditional love. That's all I want. If you want money shit I a give it all to you and only you. You special Paris. On my life you is, I ain't leavin you no time soon" I said kissin the top of her head. "I love you" she said makin me smile. "I love you too bae.Witcho fine ass" I said slappin her ass. She looked at me and laughed. "Im yours.... forever" she said lockin her pinky with mine. "And im yours....always" I said kissin her lips. She laid on my chest and we fell asleep.
