| James POV |
"i mean i understand Why you ain't called me, you had to get yo self together and I did too so don't trip" I said to Tai as we sat at the table in olive garden. I held Malik as he slept in my arms, i really missed my lil dawg, think ima keep em wit me tonight. "Yeah. You still in the Same place?" She asked and I shook my head and leaned back. "Na. I moved out of greenfield heights. I live in glarewood now" I said and she nodded and tilted her head. "I never understood Why you go for the biggest houses" she said and I shrugged. "Cause a real nigga need real Shit" I said and she laughed and I laughed too. "Right?" I asked and she nodded and I nodded. "Exactly. You still livin in The A?" I asked and "Yep" she said. "Same house?" I asked and she nodded. "that's wassup. Why you here?" I asked and she laughed. "Because I needed to come visit some people Because i missed them and some people needed to see malik" she said. "When you say people you talkin bout me" I said and she laughed. "What?" She asked and I laughed. "It's ight ma. We both know you was talkin bout me. I miss you too" I said while smirking. I looked down at Malik and kept getting stuck on the fact that he got so big in only a year. I kissed his forehead and rubbed his Back makin him stir in his sleep, he wrapped his arm around me tighter. I looked up and Tai was starin at me. "What?" I asked and she shook her head and looked away. "No wassup" I said. "Nothing." She said and I smacked my lips. "It's nothing. You just changed" she said and I tilted my head. "How I change?" I asked and she shrugged. "You just did. Seem like you grew up more" she said and I nodded. "I had to. I ain't the only one who went through changes though. You changed too" I said and she smirked. "How did I change?" She asked and I licked my lips and stared at her. "Alot changed about you Tai ain't no specific thing ma" I said. "You can still tell me. I wanna know because I still think I'm the same" she said and I nodded and continued to stare into her eyes. "Well yo ass got fatter" I said and she smacked her lips and laughed. "Be foreal" she said. "I was foreal but na. You grew up too , seem like you got rid of the phase of bein insecure and now you feel like you can be free again. I can see it in yo face you happy, thats all I wanna see, even if you ain't happy wit me. it's better then seein tears constantly rollin down yo face cause of some Shit that I did. I'm happy for you" I said wit a shrug as I stared into her eyes. She slowly looked away. "I came back for you" she mumbled and I nodded. "I know baby" I said and she looked at me with tears in her eyes. "I wanted to stay. Even though I told you I couldn't be with you anymore and you told me you didn't want to be with me either I still wanted to stay because I didn't mean it. It was hard, I thought you were gonna fight for me and not let me go but you did." She said and the tears rolled down her cheek. I sighed and looked away from her. "It was hard for me too little do you know. Shit wit us losin the baby, you bein stressed all the time, me thinkin I was always in the wrong. Tai baby Let's be serious, this separation we had is what we needed. It was hard bein away from you and especially Malik. Like I said he ain't my son but I really am attached to you and him and I swear to my mother I a kill for y'all" I said and she nodded. "But. Shit ain't really what it is." I said and she put her head in her hands and cried. I stared at her and then looked away. "Ayo can I pay for this. We ready to go" I said to the waitress. She came over wit the bill and I paid for it. I slipped malik coat back on and stood up wit him in my arms. Tai stood up and I stared at her as she put her coat on. She pushed her hair back and then she looked at me wit her red eyes and I swear that always broke my heart yo. "Can I have a kiss" I asked and she stared at me. "Tai" I said and her eyes watered back up and I sighed. I grabbed her hand and pulled her closer to me then I kissed her lips. I looked at her and wiped the tears away.. I held Malik in one arm and put my other arm around Tai shoulder then we walked out. J and them got my car so she takin me home. I put Malik in the backseat then I got in the passenger seat. She got in the car and started it up. I looked at my phone and had a text from this girl I been messin wit. I bit down on my lip, debatin on whether I should text Shorty back or not. It ain't nothin serious wit her, just call er up when I need er and she call me up when she need me. "Yo" I said to Tai and she glanced at me then back at the road. "Yes?" She said and I looked at her. "Drop me off on the east" I said and she nodded. I ont even want her to take me over there cause I feel like that's gone start some Shit. "Who lives on the east" she said and I cleared my throat. "A friend of mine" I said and she looked at me and nodded. We got to a red light and she started textin on her phone makin me wanna know who she was textin cause she was smilin hella hard. The light turned green and she drove off. "Yo where y'all stayin" I asked and she pushed her hair Back. "Malik is probably gonna go over your uncle Christians house and stay because Kendrick wants to see him. But hotel" she said and I looked at her. "Hotel?" I asked and she nodded. "yeah. The express. My baby,He likes it" she said and I slowly nodded. "Pull up to that condo right there" I said and she nodded and pulled into the driveway of her house. "What room number you in? I wanna come see him later before you take him over there" I asked. "162" she said and I nodded. "Aight ima see you lata" I said and she nodded. I closed the door and opened the back door, I kissed Malik forehead then I closed the door Back. I dialed J number as I walked up to the house. "Hello" he said. "Yo bring me my Shit" I said and he laughed. "Where you at?" He asked. "At Lauren's man. Come around 8" I said. "Lauren? Nigga you and tai ain't get it together?" He asked. "We did. But you know" I said and he sighed. "Alright man" he said then he hung up. I knocked on the door and she opened it and smiled. "Hey" she said and I nodded and walked into the house. She came behind me and pulled my coat off and I sighed. I turned towards her and wrapped my arms around her waist. I licked my lips and then she got on her knees and I felt my pants unzip. I bit my lip and she took me into her mouth. I placed my hand on her head and pushed myself deeper into her mouth. "Shit" I mumbled. I put my hands on both sides of her face and held it. I pushed myself in and out of her mouth as I heard her gags. I grabbed her hair and pulled her up. I pushed her against the wall and slid my hand into her shorts. I played with her and smirked at how crazy I was makin her. I reached into my pants and got a condom out and put it on. I slid her shorts down and pushed her legs open wider. I put my hand around her neck then I slammed into her makin her body jerk. "Shit" she yelled out and I went faster . "Baby" she moaned out. Lauren ain't the best cause Tai is, most definitely but man, Lauren dope wit the head. She beat Tai in that. "I love you" she said and I laughed and kept goin then she pushed me back making me mug her. "The fuck?" I asked and she pulled her shorts up. "I said I love you" she said and I pulled my pants up and fixed myself. "We been through this Shit before." I said. "You right. We been through this Shit too many times. For 3 months James, you still ain't told me you love me back. what am I just a quick fuck?" She asked while pushin her long blonde weave out her face. "Yeah" I said with a shrug. "I ain't finna say it's more then that ma. Cause then I a be lyin." I said and she mugged me. "Oh hell no get the fuck out" she yelled. I heard a horn and knew it was J. "Ight see you Lata ma" I said and she rolled her eyes. I laughed and walked towards the door. I walked outside and she slammed the door behind me making me laugh harder. Fuck she talking bout love for when I met her at the trap house gettin fucked by one of my Boys. I ain't never been the type to do a girl like that but Shorty gets no love. Nada. Inplus I know her and my boy G still mess around. J threw me the keys and got in the passenger seat. I walked over and got in the car and started it up. I dropped him off at home with Paris crazy ass. I headed to the hotel where Tai and Malik was. 15 minutes later I got there and walked up to the desk. "Tai" I said. "Tai McDonald" she asked and I nodded and smirked cause she used my last name. "3rd floor,162" she said and I nodded and walked to the elevator. i pressed 3rd floor and it took me to it. I got off the elevator and walked to her room. I knocked on the door and a few minutes later she opened it. "Hey" she said and I walked inside. "Wassup. He here?" I asked and she shook her head no. "Ciara came and got him" she said and I nodded. "Ight. Well I'm finna head out" I said and she nodded. I was about to walk towards the door when I stopped. I turned towards Tai and she was still standin there. I walked over to her and she stared into my eyes. I licked my lips and pulled her closer to me. She stood on her tippy-toes and kissed my lips. I picked her up and laid her down on the bed, I took my coat and my shoes off and climbed ontop of her. I kissed her neck and then I went down further. I pulled her pants down and smirked. I ain't take no time I just went to work. She gripped onto the sheets. I licked her until she same in my mouth. I smirked and she looked at me. "Why are you smiling" she asked. "You taste like pineapples" I said and she laughed. I pulled my shirt off and slid my pants and my boxers off. My phone start ringin but I knew it was Lauren so I ain't worried, I'm wit the person I'm suppose to be wit. I spread her legs and put myself at her entrance makin her jump. "What?" I asked. "It's bigger then what I remember" she said and I nodded. "Ima go slow" I said and she nodded. I rubbed my dick on her spot then I slowly slid in makin her gasp. I kissed her lips as I pushed in and out but that ain't stop her from moanin out. "James" she said and I looked at her. "What's my name Tai?" I asked and she bit her lip. I went deeper and she pushed me back. But I just went deeper makin her jaw drop. "Daddy" she yelled out makin me go deeper and she moaned out. "Daddy" she yelled and I smirked and pushed in and out of her. "I love you baby" I said to her and she nodded. "I love you" she said and I sped up, we went for another 45 minutes then I came inside of her. She laid ontop of me breathin heavy. She kissed my chest and I licked my lips. "Tai I love you" I said. "Love you too" she said and she fell asleep ontop of me.
