| PARIS POV |
"Im lost on what I did" I said to James as he drove. "me too man. I told em he was wrong for that shit. But he got a temper, he can't control it at times. You a be ight though, he will too. " he said lookin at the road. "where we goin? " I asked. "where you wanna go?" He asked. "home" i said and he nodded. "i kinda figured. Damn you ont wanna hang wit bro? I feel it" he said and I laughed. "It ain't like that. I just wanna go home" I said. "Where you live?" He asked. "With J" I said and he glanced at me. "So you goin to my uncle house?" He asked. "No I'M goin to J house" I said. "Swear. He got a house?" He asked and I nodded. "Damn. Where he live" he asked. "In the back of Brooklyn " I said and he looked at me. "All the way in the back? He asked and I nodded. "Ight" he said and I laid my head against the window and closed my eyes. 45 minutes later he tapped me. "Sis. We here" he said and I opened my eyes. "Thanks bro" I said and he nodded. "No problem. Call me if you need me" he said and I nodded and got out. He drove off and I grabbed my key out my purse. I unlocked the door and walked inside. I took off my timbs and pulled my hair out of the bun. I sighed and walked upstairs. I sat my shoes by the door and I threw my key on the dresser. I sat on the bed and put my head in my hands. "You coo?" I heard somebody ask. I slowly lifted my head and looked towards the door and it was J. I nodded and he nodded too. "i ain't even know you was here" I said. "yea. i just got here" he said. I touched my lip and it was busted, she got me in my lip and my face. I sighed and got up , walkin into the bathroom. I looked in the mirror and the side of my face was bruised. "Bitch" i said under my breath. I threw my hair into a bun. I walked out the bathroom and seen j standin in the closet with his shirt off. he had his back turned towards me so he couldn't see me. He sighed and Turned around. When he turned around I looked away and walked towards the dresser. It was a awkward silence so I just did somethin to keep me occupied. I opened the dresser drawer and got out a shirt and some sweats. I turned around and came face to face with J. He stared at me and I looked at him then looked away. He walked closer to me and I tried to step back but my back hit the dresser. He grabbed my waist and brought me closer to him. He reached his hand up and pulled the hair tie out of my hair, makin the curly strands of my hair cover my eyes. I looked into his eyes and seen nothin but sadness, anger. I took my arms and wrapped them around his waist, pulling him closer to me and layin my head on his bare chest. "Paris I'm sorry" he said and I nodded. "It's ok" I said and he sighed and rested his head ontop of mine. "i be tryin to control my anger. I swear I do." He said and I looked up at him . I put my finger to his lips. "Shh . It's coo" I said and he sighed and nodded. I moved my arms from around him walked into the bathroom and shut the door. I turned on the shower and sat on the toilet seat. I sighed and moved my hair out of my face. I took off my pants, my panties and my shirt. I unbuckled my bra and stepped into the shower. I walked under the water and just stood there. I closed my eyes and thought about my mom. As the water hit me I imagined those was her tears of joy, of how proud she was of me. I remember my mom use to put me in the shower with her and she would just brush my hair and tell me stories about how she was when she was younger. I a do anything to have it all back. She was the most beautiful person I've ever seen in my whole life. I felt somebody behind me so I turned around. It was J. I looked into his eyes and mine watered up from thinkin about my mom. "It's ok I got you" he whispered in my ear. He kissed my shoulder and I closed my eyes. He brushed his lips across my neck and kissed it. He looked at me and I opened my eyes, makin another tear drop. He took his hand and wiped it away. He pulled my body closer to his and he kissed my lips. The Hot water hit my back but I ain't even care. I pushed him against the shower wall and rubbed his Abs. He turned me around and picked me up with aggression. He propped my legs up on his shoulder, I looked down at him and bit my lip. He licked it and I jumped. "I got you" he said and I nodded. He started lickin faster makin Me grabbed onto his curls. "J" I said tryin to push his head back but he wouldn't let me. "Oh my God" I yelled out. He put me down and smiled. He spread my legs and my back was against the wall. He bit his lip and I stared into his light green eyes. They was a little red from the water gettin in them. "Can I?" He asked and I looked down at him. Yo he was big as hell. My eyes got wide and I heard him laugh, I looked at him. "You think ima hurt you?" He asked and I nodded. "I ain't" he said laughin. I nodded and he spread my legs some more. I felt his dick at my entrance makin me jump. "Relax" he said and nodded. Hopefully the water helps. He slid in some more and I let out a gasp in his ear. I felt him slide all the way in and I dug my nail into his back. He rested his head on my shoulder and I felt him breathing on my neck. "Thought you could finish" he said and I smirked. "I can" I said and he went deeper makin me push his stomach so he could pull out. "You can't take it?" He asked. "I can. You just too deep" I said. "Can you take it?" I asked. "That's a challenge baby?" He asked and I nodded. "Yup" I said. He pulled out then slammed back into me. "Shit" I yelled out and he laughed. He pushed in and out of me, goin deeper and deeper makin my body quiver. I heard him grunt in my ear makin me smirk. "Yo you gone drive me crazy After this" he said. "You talk too much." I said kissin his lips. He pulled out and turned me around. "Oh Word.Let's see if you can take it this way" he said. "Touch yo toes." He said and I laughed. "What the hell" I said laughin. He laughed. "Touch yo toes goofy" he said and I did what he said. Out of nowhere he slammed into me. I pushed him out and looked at him. "Told you" he said. "Turn back around" he said and I shook my head no. He tilted his head and turned me around forcefully makin me smile. I put my hands on the wall. He slid into me and slid in and out. The water made it feel so much better. "Shit" he said. He sped up and I moaned. "Im bout to cum " I said. He went faster and I felt his release his self into me. I turned around and he bit his bottom lip. He turned off the water and stepped out. He picked me up and sat me on the sink. He stared into my eyes while slidin into me. I bit my lip and he sped up. I closed my eyes and he stopped. "Keep em open" he said. I nodded and he sped back up. "Damn" he moaned. He sped up while grippin onto my waist. "Shit" I yelled and I came all over him. He smirked and picked me up. He carried me to the room and laid me on the bed. He spread my legs and slid into me. He went slow this time, I stared into his eyes and he smiled at me. He bent down and kissed my lips. "I love you Paris" he said. "I love you too" I said and he sucked on my neck. I pushed him deeper inside of me. I bit my lip. I heard him moan in my ear and that made me laugh. "Did you just moan?" I asked and he smirked then laughed. He nodded and dug deeper makin me moan out loud. "Did you just moan?" He asked lickin my ear. He sped up and he reached down and locked our fingers together. He came inside of me again. He wrapped his hands around my neck and pulled me close to him. He was breathing heavily. "Love you babe" I said. "Love you too ma" he said kissin me. I checked my phone and it was 2 . "I should be sleep. But I ain't doe cause of you" I said. "Nah if it wasn't so good I woulda been able to stop" he said makin me laugh. "Anyways goodnight" I said still laughin. A few seconds later I heard his heavy snores.
