You shoulda known I was gonna find you, you dumb ass bitch!" He yelled as he choked me. "Daddy I'M s-s-sorry" I said slipping in and out of consciousness. "Ima kill you and that bitch ass boy you been with. You been giving yo self to him ? You belong to me" he said punching me making me groan. "Leave . Me. Alone" I said and I kneed him in the balls. I got up and ran and that's why I heard a loud BANG!" I hopped out of my sleep and looked around , I looked at J and he was sleep. I moved his arm from around me , slipped on my jacket and walked towards the balcony. I slid the door open, walked out and closed it back. I stood and looked over the balcony. I thought about all this shit I then been through and realized it ain't shit here for me on this earth. I Thank j for tryin to be a good friend to me and helpin me out but I can't stay. I climbed on the chair and stood on it. I looked up and smiled. "I'm comin mama" I whispered. I stepped onto the ledge and as soon as I did somebody pulled me back. "Paris" j said holding me and I cried into his arms. "I'm sorry. I don't wanna be here nomore. Let me go" I cried to him and he rocked me as he held me. "I got you" he whispered to me and he kissed my forehead. "Let me go" I said . "Never" he said and he picked me up and carried me back inside. "Ima always hold on" he said layin down. I crawled beside him e
And buried my face into his chest. he rubbed my hair and I could feel his heart beatin fast as hell. "Scared?" I asked and I could tell he tried to calm his self down Cause his body untensed. "Why you wanna leave me so bad? Shit if you wanna leave then go. But don't.... do that" he said with anger in his voice. "I dont wanna leave" i said. " If you dont wanna leave then why this shit keep happenin" He yelled and I sat up. "Huh?"he asked. "Because I'm scared" I yelled and he stared at me. He sighed and looked away. "I know Paris" he said and I shook my head and held my tears in. "Cry" he said lookin at me. After that the emotions came . He grabbed me and held me. He wrapped his arms around me as I laid onto of him with my face in his chest. "Paris" he said rubbin my back. "You trust me?" He asked. "Yeah" I said. "Why" I asked. "Just wanna know. I hope you know inside always be here" he said and I looked at him. " I know" I whispered and he stared into my eyes. I sat up and moved closer to him. I rubbed my fingers against his jaw line making him tense up. "It's ok " I said and he bit his lip and nodded. I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed his jaw line . He looked into my eyes and I leaned in and kissed him. He rested his hands on my butt and my arms were around his neck. "I wanna make a promise " I said. "Im yours " I said and he smirked. "I'M yours ma" he said kissing me. "For as long as you want a nigga to be" he said. Not gonna say I love him but I do. As a friend, a very special friend.
