| Christian's POV |
Me and Ciara ain't been gettin along lately. It's time when she ont even come home until like 4 in the morning and that shit be worryin me. Not only do I care about where she be I be carin about my child that's inside her. I ont wanna lose her man I really don't but I'M too old to be playin these high school ass games and that's real shit. I guess I can go surprise her at work doe since its our anniversary , with some flowers and shit, that a be coo. I went to the store and bought her some shit then I called Jawan. "Wassup" he said into the phone gruntin. I mugged the phone and put it back to my ear. "Nigga" I said and he laughed. "Hold up" I heard him say to kiara "Wassup" he said laughin. "Come roll with me" I said. He sighed and cleared his throat. "Aight" he said. "Be there in 10" I said . "Fasho" he said out of breath. This Nigga Here . I hung up and drove to his house. 10 minutes later I made it there. I beeped the horn and he Ain't come out. I called and he ain't answer. "The fuck" I said to myself. 10 minutes later he came out and got In the car. "Wassup man" he said holdin out his hand and I shook my head and ignored him. He laughed and flicked me off. "Y'all too grown for that shit" I said and he snapped his neck in my direction. "Too young for what? Shit you trippin. Ain't nobody never too old, especially if it's good." He said. "But Wassup witchu. Where we goin? " he asked. "Wanted you to go wit me to Ciara job so I can surprise her. Me and her ain't been gettin along lately. It's only right I do somethin nice for her" I said and he nodded. "Word. Wassup witchall? " he asked and I sighed and shook my head. "I ont even know man. It's times when she a come home at like 4 in the morning. I only care about where she at cause she carrying my child and cause she my wife. But man sometimes I sit back and ask myself why I still try... " I said and he sighed. "Well... cause y'all been together since y'all was 17 man, and was bestfriends before that shit I understand why you still try, you still try cause you love er. That comin home at 4 in the morning shit ain't coo though man, seem kinda weird to me but that's y'all business B, not mine" he said. "I know man. But we both grown ass hell. Both 32 years old I ain't got time for kid shit. Really don't, these high school games man like I said I'M grown as hell. Got two kids and another on the way I ain't got time for this shit. But it's my wife so ima make time for this shit. But you can't keep somebody who act like they don't care or who act like they don't wanna be kept. That's real" I said. "Fashodo. I feel you man. 100 percent" he said and we pulled up to the hospital. I grabbed the bags and we got out. "Flowers man. Really?" He asked. "That's what she like" I said and he shook his head. "That's what you like fruit cake" he said makin me laugh. "Fuck outta hea" I said as we walked through the doors. "Wassup Lauren. Ciara in?" I asked her friend at the desk. "Umm yup. In her office. Think she's busy though but you can go back" she said and I nodded. "Wassup Jawan" she said. "Wassup. How you doing" he said reaching over the desk and huggin her. "Im good. You? The kids? Kiara? " she asked. "We ight. Can't complain" he said shruggin. "That's good" she said. "Yup. It was nice seein you though" he said and she nodded. "Let's go" he said to me and we got in through elevator. we got to her room and I knocked on the door and she ain't answer. "Nigga we don't knock on doors. Better just walk in that bitch" he said openin the door. When he looked inside he stepped right back out. "Let's go" he said. "Wassup man" I asked confused. "I ain't even gotta say shit. Let's just go" he said gettin mad. "Aight man. Can I atleast give her this"? I asked and he shook his head no. "Hell na. Better give it to one of those hookers that be walkin round this bitch" he said . "Man move " I said and he stared at me. "Aight. I warned you" he said and I shrugged and walked pass him. I just wanna see what this Nigga so worried about. I opened the door and slowly walked in. When I walked in I seen Ciara kissin all over some Nigga. I was lost at words, like no bull shit. Man again? I dropped the bags and she looked at me and her eyes got wide. "Happy anniversary baby" I said lookin at her then walkin out the door. "Christian" she yelled After me. I walked away and felt somebody grab me. I turned around and came face to face with Ciara. I swear just lookin at her I just wanna beat her and his ass. But I'M better then that. "Im sorry" she said and I smirked. "Awl you is?" I asked turning around about to walk away but she stood in front of me. "Please" she said with tears rollin down her face. I shook my head no and she put her hands on my chest. I stared at her in disgust and grabbed her wrists and throwin her hands down. "Don't touch me. " I said. "I love you" she cried and I mugged her. "Nah you don't. You just like all these other females. Justin always told me you can't turn a hoe into a house wife. matter of fact. This baby" I said touchin her stomach. "Is it even mine? Or is it his? Or do you even know?" I asked. She looked down with her hand over her face "I don't kno... " she started to say when I pushed her. "Ciara stay the fuck away from me" I said and she reached out for my hand. "What you ont understand? Shit if you can't comprehend what the fuck I'M sayin , ima show you" I said and I slid my wedding ring off my finger and threw it on the ground. I looked at Jawan and he was just shakin his head. She picked the ring up off the ground and walked towards me. "Put it back on baby Please. I'M sorry" she cried. "Stop" I said shruggin. "It's all over wit". "I want a divorce. I ain't gone lie and say I ont want you nomore cause I do but im done" I said shruggin. "Ciara you okay?" The man asked walkin towards us. "Back up" Jawan said to the man. "Im good" the man said and Jawan laughed. "Me too bruh. Now back up slime ass Nigga" he said and he pushed Jawan and that's what set me off. I ran over to him and start punchin the shit out his ass. "Stop" ciara yelled grabbin me. I snatched my arm away from her and looked at her. "I told you not to touch me " I yelled with my voice crackin. I can't believe this us right now. "I am sorry" she said through tears. "I know. That's obvious" I said. "It's over" I said through a cracked voice. "I ont wanna see you. I a be back later to see londynn and Cali then I'M out. I a get back wit you about the divorce papers." I said. "What about the baby" she asked. "What about it? If it's mine ima take care of it but if it ain't.... shit what about it?" I asked. "Come on bruh" I said to Jawan. He walked pass Ciara then turned back around. "Think about this shit. this ain't you cici. Find yo self" he said shakin his head. "Christian" she said to me. I just looked at her and stared. I gotta throw all this away,it's for the better though. I turned and walked away. I felt her starin at me and I wanted to run Back and take her back but no I'M done doin that shit. It's over wit. We got in the elevator and I just stood there starin at the ground. "Damn" Jawan mumbled and I bit my bottom lip tryin to hold in the tears but they fell. I wiped em away with my hand but Jawan looked at me. "It's aight man" he said and I shook my head. He walked over to me and hugged me. "Why me man? I gave Ciara everything. Shit damn near gave her the world and she do this shit again" I said cryin to him. He nodded and patted my back. "It's all good Chris. You gone be straight" he said and I nodded. he let me go and I wiped my face. "Love you man" he said dappin me. "Love you too bro" I said noddin. We walked off the elevator. "It was nice seein you Lauren" I said. "You too" she said. "Alright Lauren. stay up" jawan said kissin her cheek. "You too" she said and we walked outside. "Ima drive for you man" Jawan said and I nodded and threw him the keys. I just thought the whole ride. Tryna convince myself that this shit ain't happen. It ain't work doe, damn why us.
