Unwritten Memories

Lie Feng's letter to his beloved

Lei Feng's letter to his beloved Ji Jiangjun.

I have liked you, love you for a very long time. But the gate of hell breaks us apart. Send you away a thousand miles.

Words that are sharper than a sword penetrate your heart. You have been ruined, and countless of common people humiliate you black and blue.
Those who you trusted betray you. Those who love you unconditionally were killed by you.

I have seen you cry. I have been a silent witness to your suffering. I have cursed them a thousand times, killed those undeserving people on my mind a hundred times. But I am weak, and don't have the power of Son of heaven.

Still, I will do anything and everything for I believe that you will be back again. I am willing to walk a hundred steps while on my knees, to be filled with crimson blood and withered leaves. I am willing to embrace and eat those hurtful words and insults. These are nothing compared to what you have gone through.

I'm sorry, I have failed to protect you. If only I could see you, even in the depth of hell, I will follow you.

I only wish it was you and only you. I missed you so much. I would love to smell the fragrance of plum and orchid on you. To see the sweet smile of yours. To be teased by your peach blossom eyes.

When will you be back? I hope to see you in my time. It doesn't matter if you don't have the memories of me. I will still love you because you are you.