ᴛʜᴀᴛ ꜰᴇᴇʟɪɴɢ ᴡʜᴇɴ [ᴇɴ- ᴘᴏʟʏ]

Chapter 41

Following my resolution, I did not decline Jay's order to come over the next day. Jungwon opened the door before I could ring the bell. He looked surprised when he saw me.

"Oh hi Won." I greeted.

But he did not respond. Instead he immediately shut the door behind him and quickly led me to another room. Looking around the whole time. When he got the door open, he pushed me inside first before trapping me against the door. I was too shocked to form words.

"Finally, I have you alone." He kissed me hard. He snaked his hands around me and held on tight enough for me to suck in a breath. I kissed him back equally.

I didn't know what had gotten into him. But I went along since he wanted it. He was really rough with it too. Biting on my lips to make way for his tongue to enter. His new aggressive way of kiss knocked my senses out. I was running out of breath but he did not show any signs of letting go. And his hand at the back of my neck did not let me draw back either.

I tapped his cheek with my finger to let him know and he responded with claiming my jaw instead. He trailed down wet kisses along my jaw and going down to my neck. What happened to the cute Jungwon I knew? This wasn't at all like him. He nipped at my skin and I gasped. His mouth latched onto the sensitive spot below my ear lobe. I moaned when he sucked on it hard.

"Jungwon..." I whimpered.

"Again." His fingers dug into my side and neck.

"Jungwon." I cried in pain.

His hands worked to unbutton my shirt. He did not stop at the second button like I thought he would. I was alarmed with his frantic behavior.

"Jungwon wait." And he did. He stopped immediately. His erratic breathing in my ears was a huge turn but it could wait.

"Why?" One word from me.

He nipped at my ear lobe before speaking.
"To show you that I'm very capable of being rough." He rasped.

I was stunned at his words. What was he saying? Why and how did that even come to his mind? He continued talking.

"And to show you that I can do what they do."

Oh. He knows. And I did not know what to say. Should I lie that it wasn't true? Should I say sorry? Should I...

"How...?" I asked him.

Did he see me too? With whom? He said 'they', meaning he's referring to both Heeseung and Sunghoon. He straightened a bit to face me. His eyes were cold. Something I did not know could look hot on him. Because his tight hold on me plus his cold eyes  totally did not make me want to kiss him again. He removed a hand from my waist and trailed it down my cheek to my neck, leaving a hot fire as he went. He tapped on a specific spot on my neck. And pressed down on it when I still looked confused. I hissed in pain wondering why it hurt. But then I realized.

It was Sunghoon's bite mark.

And I knew for sure there was much more. The reason I've been wearing a lot of high collared tops was to hide the marks that were always littered on my neck since the past few days.

"If you like it rough, I can present you with levels of rough." He whispered in my ear. "However you want it to be, I can do it."

Shivers ran down my spine at his words. I totally could not relate the words to the Jungwon I knew.

"You can see for yourself that I'm the best choice among the seven of us." He said with determination.

He kissed my parted lips softly this time. I stroked the side of his face.