I think I went a little, just a little, overboard...it's definitely nastier than Heeseung's. So, all the best.
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The door wasn't even closed properly before I was pinned against it. Our mouths crashed on each other. No traces of holding back in him. His hands were roaming all over my body with a roughness that I couldn't relate to him.
Fingers dug into my waist at one second, my hips and chest at the other. It would've hurt under a normal circumstance but not now. Not when I was afraid that my arousal was going to stain through my dress.
Jay's mouth moved quick and deep in a clash of tongue and teeth. He groaned and moved his hands in a frenzy as if he couldn't decide on his hold. Not until he wrapped one arm around my waist to lift me a bit and the other around my head pushing me closer to him.
We had only kissed once so I hadn't had any proper expectations. He had always treated me like a fragile doll, save for the very few, countable instances when I thought he had another side to him that he kept tucked under the sweet persona. And I think I underestimated just how rough he could get. If his force to keep the kiss going was any indication of it. That too when the night had just started.
I was starting to get dizzy with the lack of air. My taps on his shoulder had turned into pushing but he didn't back down.
"Jay." I managed to croak out.
He finally relented and moved down to my jaw. He trailed back below my ear and started sucking really hard. It hurt a lot. The words 'Don't Mark' didn't even leave my lips. The way he was behaving, I didn't think he would listen. I'd be lying if I said I didn't want him just this way. But a particularly harsh sting made me cry out.
"Jay slow down!"
"I have been slowing down for the past two months." He growled.
He left the raw skin of my neck, which must've become an ugly purple by now, and faced me.
"Two months you've been torturing the fuck out of me. Getting close to me even when I told you not to. Now that you're finally mine, you can't back it up?" He seethed.
I was shocked out of my wits. My brain took a significant amount of time to understand that it was indeed Jay's voice I was hearing. I saw him visibly tone down once he saw my reaction.
"Slow down, yeah? For you, I will." He said in a much calmer tone.
He pulled me with me as he walked backward. Just as we reached the bed, he sat down and leaned back, leaving me standing in confusion.
"Strip."
My lips parted in surprise. I looked at him wide-eyed.
"I said, strip, Sweetheart." He repeated.
He kept his eye on mine. The subtle challenge in them wasn't hard to notice. A different approach. I slid off the straps of my dress. I reached back and unhooked the clasp, allowing the zipper to be slid off freely. As I started peeling the dress off, Jay's eyes struggled to stay on mine. But he stayed focused.
The dress pooled at my feet. Only then did he allow himself to look down. I wasn't wearing a bra since there was a built-in. So it was only the light blue panties. His breath hitched as he took me in. His hands shook with visible restraint. The command left his demeanor just for a while before it returned. When his eyes locked back to mine, they were darker than before.
He held out his hand, beckoning me. I obeyed and went closer. He pulled me down on him for a much gentler kiss. I broke the kiss and bent down to kneel in front of him. His eyes glinted with desire as he allowed me to unbuckle his pants. I stroked him with varying pressure to check his reaction. He let a little groan.
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