𝚃𝙷𝙰𝚃 𝙵𝙴𝙴𝙻𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝚆𝙷𝙴𝙽 [𝙴𝙽- 𝚁𝙴𝚅𝙴𝚁𝚂𝙴 𝙷𝙰𝚁𝙴𝙼]

Chapter 22

"But we still need to set some boundaries because Leah is here. And no don't say anything Lee, you don't how explicit their questions can be." Jay told me.

"Their?" Heeseung raised an eyebrow.

Jay cleared his throat. "Our"

"Ok so Leah, if you think you don't want to answer something, you don't have to," Sunghoon assured me. I did not think such warnings were necessary for me because I never did anything. Maybe a few things here and there which I won't go into detail.

"Ok. Let's restart, never have I ever kissed someone," Niki said.
I thought about it. And waited to see who drinks.
Heeseung, Sunghoon, Jake, Jay, and lastly Jungwon.
The hyungs looked at Jungwon but he did not give any clue that he was about to open up. Then, I drank. Mouths fell open and some chuckled.

"Ah, she's not as innocent as you were thinking Jay," Sunghoon said and Jay's eyes lingered on mine.

It was Jungwon's turn.
"Never have I ever regretted a kiss." He looked right at me and I masked my face before anything could be understood by it. Others liked the question.
Heeseung and Sunghoon drank.

"Seriously? Those poor girls." I said.

"It was accidental. I did not even want it." Sunghoon said.

"Accidental? Like those scenes where you fall on someone and bam!" I gestured an explosion with my hands.

Sunghoon giggled. And what a cute sound it was. I would've squealed if I was alone. "Almost."

"Okay wait, don't tell me your first kiss was accidental sunghoon." I asked.

"....it...kind of was." He said sheepishly. The boys booed him so hard.

"Aw, I feel bad for you." I said.

"How was your first kiss though?" He asked me, grabbing the attention of everyone.

"I...I'm not sure what you mean by that." I mumbled.

"How did it feel?" Heeseung asked. I wasn't exactly comfortable answering that. And Jay saw the hesitation in me.

"It's fine. Heeseung your turn." He said.

Then it was Heeseung's turn. And I was proved wrong about my assumption of being safe.
"Never have I ever, had a wet daydream."

People were awed and waited to see who drank.
Jake, Sunoo, Jungwon, Niki.

What the fuck? Niki too? Isn't he a child? Okay who am I kidding, he's 18. And at his age, I used to read smutty dark romances.

And then Heeseung drank too while looking at me straight in the eye.

What the fuck? A bigger what the fuck than Niki drinking. Why did he stare at me while taking that shot? I laughed internally at the answer to my own question. Pfff, as if! I'd be more delusional than a sasaeng to think Heeseung had a wet dream about me.

Finally, I took the shot. This time a few people gasped and some had smirks on their faces.

"Who the fuck did you have a daydream about?" I asked the maknaes.

Sunoo scratched the back of his neck. "Does a wet dream include a kiss?" He asked.

"I guess yeah," Niki said.

"But I can't tell." He said sheepishly.

"Me neither." Both Niki and Jungwon said making me chuckle.

"Who did you have a dream about?" Jake asked me.

"Many people actually. Can't even name them." I said honestly. How could I tell they were included in that list? All those smuts that I've read till now, not only of them but many other idols, weighed down on my mind.