Don't Let Go (Sasha Banks x Dean Ambrose)

can't do it

"Shhh Emma, it's okay my love." Sasha tried calming down now six week old Emma. Dean would be home from the road any minute and Sasha was relieved since she felt so drained and tired. Ever since she had Emma, she had been feeling a sense of sadness and heaviness come upon her, and some days it was harder to get out of bed than others. She wasn't sure what was going on since she had a good life; a son, a daughter, her boyfriend, a nice home and nice friends. She just felt awful in every sense of the word.

"Mommy?" Colton asked as he was laying in Sasha and Dean's bed with his mom and little sister.

"Yeah bub?" She said after getting Emma latched on, beginning to feed her.

"When's daddy gonna be home? I miss him." He said, big brown eyes looking up to hers.

"I miss him too bubba. He'll be home any minute now. Trust me baby, no one wants him home more than mommy does so he can help me with you and sissy." She softly smiled to him as she tried her best staying awake since she was still nursing Emma. Not even ten minutes later, Sasha heard the front door of the house unlock and open, seeing Dean quickly enter their bedroom.

"Hi daddy!" Colton beamed, quickly getting up and carefully walking to Dean before jumping in his arms.

"Hey bubba. I missed you little man." He smiled, kissing his cheek.

"I missed you too daddy." He smiled before he carefully set his son down, walking over to Sasha and quickly kissing her, not wanting to disturb her from nursing their daughter.

"Hey honey, you feelin' alright?" He asked as he could see how drained and sad she was just by looking into her eyes.

"I feel so drained." She quietly said, looking up into his eyes.

"I can tell baby. After you're done feeding Emma I'll take her so you can rest my love. Alright?" He reassured her as she nodded her head. She just didn't feel normal, but couldn't put her finger on as to why.