His Goddaughter,His Darling

Morsmorde!

       We were discussing a plan for next year to capture Harry for the ritual that could bring my father back in his true form."How fastidious you've become Wormtail.As I recall,you once called the nearest gutter pipe home.Could it be that the task of nursing me has become wearisome for you even though my dear daughter does almost all of the work?"Wormtail aka Pettigrew started begging."Oh,no.No,no my Lord Voldemort.I only meant..."As he kept on his attempt to be forgiven I heard footsteps coming from the stair case.Crouch kneeled before our Lord and gave his word that he wouldn't disappoint him.As he was telling us what to do I sent Nagini to check it out."Step aside Wormtail so I can give our guest a proper greeting."I smirked at my Lord."I'll handle him."As Peter stepped aside I pointed my wand at the old Riddle house caretaker."Avada Kedavra!" 

        "Well done my dear.You did good."Over the summer when there were intruders I took care of them.I don't feel anything anymore.It doesn't hurt the way it used to.First time I killed someone I saw that guy everywhere I looked for two weeks.I'm used to it now."Wormtail get rid of the body."Wormtail is Pettigrew.Padfoot is Black.Prongs is James Potter.And because of his werewolf nature Remus Lupin was Moony.They are the Marauders.That's why Lupin knew about the map."Ula come dear."I leaned down next to Crouch."You need to be seen with your friends now.For this to work you must go into hiding.Your mother will now take you to the Quidditch World Cup.So the people would see you.You later on can and will join the others."I nodded."I won't let you down father."He held my hand."I know you won't."I smiled at him and went to my room to pack."This is your chance to escape.I talked with Narcissa.She can get you out like she will get his son.So pack all of your stuff."I looked at my mother from my trunk."I'm not trying to escape.Niether do I want to do that.Mother I am ok with the way things are going.I just want him to go back to his form he used to be in before Potters."

         She gasped."You have been damaged enough Ula this could be your only chance!"I scoffed."I don't want to leave mother.I get that you care for me like I do for you but all of that is in the past now.We are rising again.Stronger than before now that he will have Potter's blood in his veins."My mother gave up."I should get ready too."She left.When I heard that Draco was going to be there I immediately wrote a note to him hoping we would come across and I could pass it to him without anyone noticing.

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       Reading her letter...I knew I was never going to be the same.Dammit I loved her too.Why didn't I just say it?!I loved her even before she told me she loved me!Why idn't I just said it first?!Things could've been a lot more different.She could've been here.With me!Why did I had to be so stupid?!I barely understood anything that she said in the letter.What mistakes had she done?What position was she in?Maybe I could've helped.Why is she still trying to keep it low?!She says she values my life.What about my heart?!She told me to destroy it but I didn't.I read it every night and morning.Things are getting really shitty right now.

      I am in my room.Changing into my fully black suit to go watch the Quidditch World Cup with my father with the Minister in his VIP launge.As we were going father saw the Weasleys and I thought I would brag about it a bit since the source of my happiness is now not there.Right when we were leaving I saw Ula with another woman by her side.And she saw me.They were coming our way.I could see the tears in her eyes about to fall.I froze.My father didn't even wait.He just walked away.As she past by me she tucked something into my hand.When I got to the Mister's box I realized she wasn't sitting that far away.I watched her the entire time.I paid no attention whatsoever to the match.I was just happy to see her.When father was too distracted I took the opportunity to read what she had given me.

Draco,

           I wrote this letter a couple days ago before I got on with my journey to come to the match.I know that when we make eye contact it'll hurt me.But I also know that I will because I missed you.I missed your scent,the way you cared for me,the way your kiss felt on my skin and my lips...All of it.But I do not regret the decision I have made.If you were to think about me it could've turned into a disaster.Now you're alright.It's been three months but I never remember missing someone or something as much as I have missed you.When the school year starts I hope that we could talk.That you had taken the time you needed.I love you Draco.I loved you.I love you.And if you let me hopefully I will continue loving you. 

-Love,your darling

P.S.Destroy this before anyone sees it.

       It didn't just hurt her!It hurt me too!Was it worth it?Yes!Did it hurt though?!Also yes!I missed her too.If it wasn't for the crowd I would've kissed her right there.I thought about her all the time.She never once left my mind.And right now all I want to do is to go through that crowd and kiss her.Tell her that I love her.And beg her to continuing on loving me.That's all I want!I want it to burn it but I also wanted to keep it.And my heart got the best of me.I kept it.

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       That hurt more than I thought it would.But I managed to tuck the letter into his hand as I passed by him."That was Draco Malfoy.But you already know that don't you?"I nodded."He's in my class.And my house."We found our seats and sat down.I felt his eyes on me.I wanted to turn and when I did I saw him reading my letter.I turned back so my mother wouldn't notice.After the match was over I changed into my Death Eater robe and wore my mask.All of us gathered around and started exploding the place.The whole region was about to be on fire.We were coming in strong.The screams pleased me and I finally understood how my godfather felt.After the crowd was gone and the fire went away Crouch and I were on patrol to see the damage we have done."Will you do the honors M'Lady or shall I?"I raised my wand."Morsmordre!"Lord Voldemort's sign appeared on the sky with it's green glory.I later on heard Ron yell and call out for Harry.I hid myself and let Crouch take the opportunity.But then we heard Crouch Snr.Crouch Jr. grabbed and took me out of there.