His Goddaughter,His Darling

Mami

            "What have you done?!It wasn't your task!"I turned to Bellatrix."WHO CARES?!THE DEED IS DONE!"I sobbed loudly.I cried loudly in front of them all."He played his part.He got you into the school.Now let him go."Bellatrix screamed from the tower when Snape got me and Draco.We walked through the Great Hall.Bellatrix jumped on the tables and broke the glasses on it.Draco stopped to turn back and look as Bellatrix yelled and all the glasses shattered inside as she blew up the windows."You were right.""I know.But now is not the time."I got his hand and left.We came to Hagrid's Hut.That's when I heard Harry yelling at me."HE TOOK CARE OF YOU ULA!"Bellatrix set Hagrid's place on fire and stared dancing around it.I covered my mouth to not scream on top of my lungs out of pain.Unbearable pain.

            "Go on you two."I shook my head.I turned to Draco."Leave."He shook his head."Maybe togather."I sobbed."Maybe togather."I turned back at Harry."Incarcerous."I defended myself against Harry."Fight back!You coward,fight back!"I sobbed.Then Bellatrix blasted him and he fell on the ground."No!He belongs to the Dark Lord."I yelled at the same time with Snape to Bella with exact same words.After sharing a stare with my dad Bellatrix left."You really are father and daughter."We shared antoher glance before Draco dragged me out of the place.As we were running I conjured a Patronus Charm.I thought about the day we said 'maybe togather' for the first time.The dragon wandered upon the Hogwarts castle until I totally broke down and lost focus.

           We were in the Malfoy manor and he greeted us."You disobeyed me,Ula."I stayed silent."It was a task given to Draco.You will have to be punished of course.Whether I claim you as my daughter or not...you are still my follower and I will have to treat you as such."I sighed."Ok.Do what you gotta do."He chuckled."Gladly."He gestured for someone to come over."Where is she?""Inside my Lord."He turned to me."Follow me."I followed him to the basement.My mother and my brother was tied."Ezra!Mother!"I tried to go to them but Fenrir stopped me."Let go of me!"He laughed."He won't.Not until you choose who is to die and who is to live.Will it be your mother or your dear older brother?"I scoffed."I'm not gonna choose.They are both my family!""I WAS YOUR FAMILY AND YOU BETRAYED ME!"I started crying."Mi niña it's ok.Save your brother.You two will look out for each other."Ezra shook his head."No!Mom no!""EZRA!She is your sister!"I sobbed."I don't want to choose.""Then it'll be as your mother said.Avada Kedvara."He killed my mother."NO!"

         "Let go of her,Greyback."The second he let me go I ran to Ezra.I untied him and he yelled at me."WHY DIDN'T YOU JUST LISTEN TO HIM?!NOW MOM IS DEAD AND IT'S YOUR FAULT!"He got her body and left me behind."MAMI!"I screamed over and over again.Each time louder than before.And each time much more painful.Then he came back."You let your emotions cloud your judgement,Ula."I turned to him.I whispered because I had no voice in me anymore."You killed my mami.""I did what I had to do as you told me to do.Remember?"I sniffed."She didn't deserve it.She looked after you.She believed in you.She lived by your rules.She trained me to be the weapon you wanted.She did nothing wrong."

        "Maybe she did.But you needed to be taught a lesson.Next time...it'll be someone else."Then he vanished.A couple seconds later Draco came down."D-Darling?"But I was losing my voice.All that screaming tore me apart.I talked but it came out like a low whisper."He killed her.He killed my mami."He came closer and sat next to me on the ground."Can you repeat?""He killed my mami."I was losing my voice so I took out my wand and wrote my words."He killed her.And he said if I disobeyed him again he would kill someone else to teach me a lesson.Next person could be you.I don't know what to do."The basement was freezing.He took off his blazer and put it on me as he held me."You killed Dumbledore for me."I took my wand out."And even if it killed me...I would do it again."

         Days went by.I sent Arsenio to Madrid to reach my aunt.I sent her all the letters I wanted to send people.People I didn't want Voldemort to know.For the past month I couldn't talk.I barely saw anyone.Me and Draco closed ourselves in my room.I can't cry anymore.It hurts.It hurts my eyes,my heart,my soul...It just...hurts."Mistress Ula.I brought you dinner."Winky came over."You haven't eaten your lunch either,my mistress."She traded the trays."Oh...and master Lucius told me to tell you that he was told that Severus Snape will be coming for a big meeting tomorrow."I still fully can't talk."He's coming here?"Winky nodded."May I be excused?"Draco nodded and she left."You need to eat.""I haven't seen him since that night,Draco."He sighed."I know.I know,darling."He kissed my forehead."You know what tomorrow is,right?"I turned to him and shook my head."It's...it's your birthday.""Oh...It's my birthday?Already?"He nodded."You forgot your birthday."I nodded."Every day is the same.We wake up in this room.The door is locked.Our wands are taken.Two guards at the door at all times.Only Winky can come in and go so we wouldn't die.The sky is dark whether it's night or morning.Thunder voices,my mother,Cedric and Dumbledore coming and torturing me in my nightmares making me stay up all night until I'm dead tired.I couldn't talk for almost a month,Draco."

        I was so tired.I don't even leave my room."You can sneak out."I shook my head."And risk you being killed?Or my brother?No.I know I can but I won't."I sighed."I'm going to take bath."I left and went to the bathroom.After a hot bath I started drying my hair with my towel.I don't use blow dry."We should probably tell someone."I turned to Draco."No.Not yet.Not when things are so complicated.Ezra still isn't talking to me.Not a word since mami's death."I paused."I was so...used to the formalities that it feels weird now calling her as 'mami'.I haven't called her that in...7 years."I sighed."Doesn't really matter anymore.She's dead.My tia probably hates me like Ezra,now.I have nothing but you to lose.How fucking awesome.At least you still have your parents."He got my hand."Come."I came out of the bathroom and he made me sit down in front of the dinner Winky brought."Now eat."I scoffed."I love you for trying but...no."I tried to stand up but he made me sit down as he pressured both my shoulders."I said eat."

         I ate the smashed patatoes.I ate a little bit from the salad."Can I leave now?""I thought you hated patatoes."I sighed."Well if you bring it smashed I accept.But other than that?I don't like patatoes."He sighed."You can leave.""Gee thanks,baby."I said mockingly.I was going to get into my pyjamas when the door got knocked.Draco opened the door and Narcissa walked in."So how are you two?"We looked at each other."Same.What are those,mum?"Narcissa put down the package she had brought."As his daughter,the Dark Lord says that Ula must wear this when she attends the meeting tomorrow."I looked at the package on my bed blankly."Ok.Sure."Narcissa came to me."I'm sorry about your mum by the way.I couldn't see you since I came to the school."I nodded."Yeah.I know.Thanks.But I'm fine."She tried to smile but she was in no condition to do so.The dress?Well...it was a really nice dress.It's clear he didn't choose it though.Also?Who cares?The package had shoes in it too.