His Goddaughter,His Darling

All.The.Time.

             She finally stopped.I let go of her hands.With that they all let go fo her.Except Draco.Neville got Ginny and I got Eve on our way out of the hospital wing so they'd be alone.As we left we were greeted by all the teachers,headboy/gir and prefects and Madam Pomfrey.We all just turned around to wipe our tears."Mr.Akulov what is going on?"I turned to the head of my house."It's not our place."Eve was about to break down completely.I got her hand and pulled her to myself.She buried her face into my chest as she silently cried."Ms.Weasley?""Stefan is right,Professor McGonagall.We can't talk about it.It's uh..."She sniffed and wiped her tears."It's not any of ours place tot alk about it.If they wish to talk about then there is ntohing we can say about that."

             We went back to the room of requirements.I was still holding Eve's hand.But then she stopped walking."Do you mind if I stay with you?Ula isn't here and I-"I cut her off."I don't mind."I don't know what changed but...I never realized how beautiful Eve was.We all sat down and everyone who was awakened by Ula's scream was going back to their sleep.Ginny and Neville were trying to do the same.But me and Eve still couldn't."You know I was 8.When they got divorced.I never really understood the reason back then.After the divorce I lived with my father.He wasn't the same.He would drink all day and would go to his work at night.A year later after the death of the unborn baby we had cops on our doors.It was night so my dad wasn't home.I freaked out and I ran out of the window.I had this nice lady neighbor.She didn't have her own kids but her husband and herself liked me.I liked them.Etcetera.I asked them to go ask why they came and that I was scared.I was nine.How was I supposed to feel?"

            I got her hand.I don't know what's happening to me right now.What in the Merlin's beard's name?She held back."So my neighbors asked the cops why they came here.When they came back they wouldn't stop whispering and having glaces of me every once in a minute as they talked.I knew something was wrong.I knew it.They eventually told me and...I lost it.Every single piece of glass or breakable object shattered into dust as I cried.They calmed me down.They were muggles they didn't know what happened to me.Eventually I stopped crying.Cops talked to me.Then my dad showed up.He heard the news and he started fighting with the cops.They tried to cuff him but they eventually had no choice but to shoot him.He died.I had lost two sets of parents.My neighbors adopted me.First Christmas I came back from Hogwarts we were having dinner togather.Best three years of my life.Having an escape from Umbridge was one of the best sides.But then the door was knocked.Dad went ahead and opened it.We never heard a voice.No talking.Nothing.Mom got this sketchy feeling and left.I was alone at the dinner table when a man with a black ski mask came in.I hid myself.He took every thing that would be worth some money.Anything.After he left I found my third set of parents dead on the ground.Shot between the eyes with a muggle gun."

            "Shit,Eve.I didn't-"She chuckled."It's ok.It was a couple years ago.I'm over it.I moved from home to home my whole life.Two of them adopted me and they both ended up dying.Turns out my ex-father went out to gamble.He had borrowed tons of money from tons of sketchy guys.He would gamble the most of it and the rest was for me.He had problems but even though he drank he never once hurt me.Yelled at me.So I didn't really mind that he drank all day.Now Ula is here going through the same thing.The broblem is...her mom is dead,her father doesn't love her and her brother hates her for their mother's death.I never had someone see me as a family out of choice.They liked me.They took me home.They adopted me and looked after me or just looked after me until the next house.But she chose to be my family.Not because she thought I needed a family.Because she wanted to."

             "I get it.I remember the first time I saw Ula.I was in my compartment on my own.My mom and dad had just divorced and I had told him I didn't want to be in Durmstang anymore.My mother was a teacher in Durmstrang.It wasn't a really big thing but she would abuse me and dad.Whenever we have done something wrong according to her image.Of course my dad taught me better than hitting a woman.Anyways.She walked into my compartment.She didn't speak a word to me until we were walking into the Great Hall.I remember her saying 'I'm Ula by the way.' since she never really talked to me on the train.Ever since that day unless she's mad at me or something else she had always called me braveheart because of the way I was sorted into Gryffindor."Eve chuckled."Yep.I know.She's not as secretive as she seems.She likes talking.I mainly ask about her relationship with Draco but other than that,somehow,things always ends up with her talking about things she fears.Really.She's frightened.All.The.Time."

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             They finally let go of me.Not Draco.But the others.When I finally stopped sobbing,crying,screaming and yelling,Draco got up."Ula?"I opened my eyes."What?What do you want me to say?That I want to fucking die?That I don't want to bare the pain of everything around me anymore?That I am tired?Tired of crying,worrying and not being able to spend a minute without thinking of what it could cause?Constantly afraid for my life?For your life?For my brothers life?My aunt?My brother in law?My cousins?My friends?Muggle or magical.What do you want me to say,Draco?That I just want some piece and quiet?That all I want is to finally be able to spend quality time with you?That I want to run away?That I want to run away with you because I can't imagine it otherwise?That I killed my own child?Your child?"

          He wiped his tears.His eyes were red.He's been probably crying longer than I have."Ok."I narrowed my eyes."Ok what?""We'll run away.I don't want to deal with this and more than you do.I hate it here.This castle is nothing but a reminder of my mistakes.That manor is nothing but my sad childhood that I spent alone.Our pasts are fucked up enough.You don't think I want to get you and leave?Leave it all behind?Would I have asked you to be mine for the rest of both of our lives if I didn't want you to be in my life?In my future?You kept saying that we were kids and look where we are."I sniffed."It hurts.It hurts,Draco."He kissed my forehead before he put his on mine."What if it wasn't 'maybe togather' but 'definitely togather'?"I shook my head."Nope.Do you want to know why?Because when you say definitely togather...it means what it says.But I don't want to change the vow that I have made you on that rooftop.On that night.It's meaning could change within each other but it always meant what you said.Definitely togather."

           I hugged him."Maybe togather?"He hugged me back tighter."Maybe togather,darling."