As If

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             When I got home I read the letters one by one.One from Ezra,mother,Voldemort,Narcissa,Draco and,weirdly,Snape.I opened Draco's first.

Darling,

           I've missed you already.I'm really sorry.I'm sorry I yelled and hurt you.I haven't been the same after my father.I know that.I'm really sorry.And I miss you a lot.I hope you decide to come back early.I don't have a lot to say except I'm sorry.I'm making some progress with the cabinet.And even though I know it wouldn't change a lot...I'd like it if you would come with me to the room of requirements from now on.I thought I would try.

-love,your foul loathesome evil white ferret

      It would change a lot.I would see him a lot more often than I do now.It would mean the world to me.I miss him when he's gone late at night.I barely see him in classes,in the Great Hall and the common room.I moved onto Snape's letter.

Ula Lopez,

        You did not hand your paper before you left.According to headmaster Dumbledore you won't be back until the end of this upcoming week.Once you do be sure to hand over your paper and 10 pages long essay.I have the topics underneath.

-Defense Against the Dark Arts Professor,Professor Snape

       What was I expecting?He is as evil as it gets.I skipped mother's letter.I skipped Narcissa's letter too.I skipped them all and got to Voldemort's letter.

Dear Daughter,

       You have tasks to fufill and missions to attend.I do not know where you are but come back right now!Why does no one knows where you are?I demand to see you.And stop blocking me out!I did not spend a whole month transfering my blood to you so we would have this one of a kind bond.I demand you to write me back.

-the dark lord

       Dark Lord my ass.That fucker can go to hell.I can't join that mission!If I do how will I be able to look Ginny in the eye?Ronald?Twins?Harry?I can't do that!I can't!It's not my fault they are all insane!I didn't make them fanatics!I just want to be normal!I want to take back what I have done to myself.I'm tired of this.All of it!I don't want to be used anymore!I don't want to be this...monster I have become.It's too much!Too much burden on my shoulders.All those lives I took haunts me!Nightmares of him killing Draco never leaves my mind!The constant fear never ends!Enough!I had enough!Everytime I remember that night I remember Cedric's death!I'm tired.I read the remaining letters.They were all the same.Asking where I am and that I need to join the mission.Well too bad I'm not joining!I'm sick and tired of this.

      I went to my room and drowned the voices in my head with the book I got from the restricted area's restricted area.I haven't been able to read them.I skipped the unnecessary pages.The places that had no relation with what I was looking for.So I was able to finish two of them that night.In the morning I got up and went down.I heard the beautiful smell of tortillas,churros,paella and gazpacho.I ran inside the kitchen."You are incredible tia!"She turned around."Buenos dias,mi amor.Finally you woke up."I chuckled."I stayed up reading a book.Sorry.""You are the definition of a bookworm mi niña."I giggled."It wasn't for fun.I'm trying to find something.I'm researching."She kept stirring."For school?"I shook my head."Personal reasons and interests."

      "You are a sketchy chica,mi amor.Stop it."She said with a smile."You love it though."We made breakfast and then we got to the gifts."What did you do?""I took the librity of going on a shopping spree to get you gifts when you were gone with your friends."I chuckled."You're amazing,tia.""I know.After we open our gifts I am taking you to my dance class and a friend of mine is bringing his son.And I know you have a boyfriend but he is about to become your cousin."I covered my mouth."No!Holy-Why didn't you tell me before?""I wanted it to be a surprise."I jumped at the spot."Your ring?!"She gave me her hand."It's gorgeous,tia!I'm so happy for you!Come on let's open the gifts so we can go!"She laughed and we tore those wrapping sheets apart.

        "I got you this dress to wear in salsa class.Come on wear it.I wanna see it.And don't worry it has long sleeves.Oh and it's two piece.If you prefer not to cover up your mark you can wear the other one I got.""I don't have to wear long sleeves anymore tia.Narcissa,Draco's mother,came up with the perfect idea.I have no clue how I couldn't think of it before."I went to my room and dressed up.I made my hair up and I put on some make up.First impressions are important.I really believe that.That's why I am a sucker for a good enterance.

That's why I am a sucker for a good enterance

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       I put on my leather jacket.This isn't really my style but I look cute in it so whatever.I got out of my room and showed off my outfit."Tkae out the jacket so I can get a full view,mi amor."I took off the jacket and turned around."¡Te ves increíble niña!"(You look incredible,niña!)I chuckled and wore my jacket again."Let's go.We don't want to keep my future cuañdo and primo."She giggled."First things first they are not from here.His mother was a latina.She got married to a Bulgarian fella.Oh and I think his son and you are at the same school.I'm not really sure about that last one.He siad his son was going to Durmstrang.Anyways.If he actually does go to your school then you two already know each other."I laughed.

        "Oh good God!Is his surname Akulov?"She narrowed her eyes."How did you know that?""Becuase his son is my friend from Gryffindor.Come on.I missed,braveheart.I bet he missed me too after I kinda ditched him after the Quidditch match celebration."We came to the dance class.They were already inside and I just wanted to burst out laughing."Braveheart!"He turned to me."Lopez?!"He came my way and I hugged him."Even if I leave Hogwarts,Hogwarts doesn't leave me I guess."I let go of him."Hey,mi amor.""Hey,moya lyubov."(my love)

     Then the teacher came."¡Buenas tardes amigos! ¿Estamos listos para bailar hoy? ¿Estamos listos para sacudir lo que nos dieron nuestras madres?"(Good afternoon folks ! Are we ready to dance today ? Are we ready to shake what our mothers gave us ?)The whole class yelled"Sí!"Then she started to music."We'll leave you two alone."I winked at my aunt and got Akulov."Just follow my lead and do not step on my foot."We stopped when I liked the spot."Just do as I say.""This isn't my first rodeo either,Lopez."We started dancing.It reminded me of the time me and Draco danced.I was so happy."Well well well.Who do we have here?"I stopped dancing.Stefan whispered."You know the bastard?"I sighed."Unfortunately."I turned around."Hey Santiago.What do you want?""Oh...nothing.Just coming to see my girl."He walked towards me but I stepped back."As if,estúpido.As if."

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