His Goddaughter,His Darling

The Authority I Have

             His birthday came earlier then expected.He barely spoke to me this past week.But every single night,he cried in my arms.With Bellatrix's trainings I managed to change his mind to mark him afterwards.Weeks went by and in less than a month we were going back to Hogwarts.I was in my room.Literally just checking a muggle book.It was quite catchy.The Vampire Diaries.It came out a couple years ago appearently.It's a book serie but I could definitely picture it as a tv serie.Also #teamDamon all the friggin way.I mean Stefan is great and all but have you seen Damon?!That's when Bellatrix walked into my room."Get ready.We're all getting ready for the ceremony tonight."I sighed."Thanks Bellatrix.""You don't seem so happy to get your mark."I was confused.I turned to her."Get my mark?""Didn't you know?You're getting your mark."

            "It's not about me knowing or not knowing.It's about you not knowing I've had it for the past 6 years."She grabbed my arm and pulled me to herself.She pushed my sleeve to my upper arm.She was going to lick it but I got my arm out of her grip."First of all,that's fucking disgusting.Second of all,is he going to be there?""Our Lord has more important things to attend to."I sighed."I'm going to get ready.So if you could leave that'd be pretty amazing."She rolled her eyes and left.I went over to my closet and looked through it.I wore a short black dress with a v-neck and long sleeves.

         I left my room and went over to Draco's.He was standing in front of his wardrobe without a shirt.I went behind him and hugged him.I kissed his bare back as he held my hands."How are you?""I'm fine."He got me in front of him by my hand.I hugged hi neck."I know I asked you every day for the past months but I just have to.Are you sure?"He sighed."I have to prove that I'm not weak.""You don't have to rpove anything to anyone.And I mean no one.Not your parents.Not your family members.Not me.Not your friends."He scoffed."You don't understand."I sighed."Believe me...I know how you feel.That's why I'm warning you."He cupped my face with his hands."Look at me,darling.I'll be fine."He's lying to himself."Lie to me but don't lie to yourself Draco."I kissed him and left.

         "We have one more stop.C'mere honey."Narcissa got my hand and we ended up at the street that leads to my father's house.As we were sneaking around Bellatrix turned to Narcissa."Cissy!You can't do this!He can't be trusted!""The Dark Lord trusts him with his daughter."Bellatrix yelled in a whisper."The Dark Lord's mistaken!"We snuck around and knocked on Snape's door.Wormtail let us in.As we entered his library he dropped his newspaper."Run along,Wormtail."He shut the door as the door shoved Peter away."I-I know I ought not to be here.The Dark Lord himself forbade us to speak of this."Narcissa looked at the two of us."If the Dark Lord has forbidden it,you ought not to speak.Put it down,Bella.We mustn't touch what isn't ours."I sighed and sat next to Narcissa.I held her hand.It's hard for her and...she's become more of a another mother than a friend to me.

            "As it so happens,I'm aware of your situation,Narcissa."Bellatrix turned to Snape."You?The Dark Lord told you?"Snape looked at Bella."Your sister doubts me.Understandable.Over the years I've played my part well.So well,I've deceived one of the greatest wizard of all time."Bella snorted."Dumbledore is a great wizard.Only a fool would question it."Narcissa spoke up as she held my hand tighter."I don't doubt you,Severus."Bella spoke up."You should be honored,Cissy.As should Draco."I stood up and turned to Bellatrix."Being honored is their decision to decide and their decision to decide alone."Bellatrix looked down at my hand and saw I was holding Narcissa."Does my sister bring you courage,Ula?"Snape turned to Bellatrix."Ula has nothing to do with this."A couple tears fell as Narcissa pulled me back down to sit beside her."He's just a boy."Said Narcissa like she heard my voice echoing inside my head.

          I've been saying the same thing over and over again that it is too much for Draco.No one ever listens.This is going to ruin him."I can't change the Dark Lord's mind.But it might be possible for me to help Draco."As Narcissa whispered his first name Bellatrix spoke."Swear to it."We turned to her."Make the Unbreakable Vow."Bellatrix walked forward."It's just empty words.He'll give it his best effort.But when it matters the most he'll just slither back to his hole."She turned around him as she whispered."Coward."Snape would never stay under this."Take out your wand."

         Severus and Narcissa made the Unbreakable Vow.As we were leaving Bellatrix left first.I held Narcissa's hand."A minute?"She nodded and left.I turned to Snape."Is there something else you want to discuss Ms.Lopez?"I wiped my tears."You never ended our fight that night.This year will be hard enough as it is.I don't want to occupy my mind with it.So just...say what you wanted to say and I'll leave."

         "I knew you existed way before you came to Hogwarts.My mother told me.What she didn't knew was that I actually came to the hospital.I saw you,Ezra and your mother."I gasped."That's even worse."Tears running down I left.I joined Narcissa and Bellatrix.The rain was slowing down but it was enough for me to cry unnoticed.We went back to the manor.Narcissa asked me to go get Draco."It's time."I sniffed as I raised my hand.He wasn't taking my hand."Tell me you don't want to and I'll end it,Draco."He got me inside his room and kissed me."Don't!Don't just kiss me.Not when you're hours away from hating me."But he didn't stop.Then I couldn't stop."Tell me and I'll put an end to this if you don't want to do it."He stopped."I have to."I shook my head."You're not obligated to.""How could you change his mind?He's the Dark Lord."I sighed."You underestimate the authority I have over every one of his single follower."

         We held each other's hands as I rested my forehead on his chest and he rested his chin on my head.We stood there in complete silence until Narcissa came."It's time."It was around four pm when we arrived to the alley.I had a cloak over me.No one could've realized it was me.I saw Ron and the rest of the trio noticing us.As we arrived to Borgin&Burke's the bell on the door rang as the two went inside.I stood outside for minute to collect my thoughts.I took a big breath and went inside.I took off my hood.The whole room bowed down."My Lady."I sighed."We all know why we're here.But first let's just close the curtains Greyback because if I'm not mistaken,right about now,there is three other Hogwarts students trying to find out why Mr.Malfoy is so fucking interested in that vanishing cabinet.The only advantage is that they don't know what it is yet."

         Greyback closed the curtains as Draco turned to me with shocked,wide open eyes.This is going to be so fucking hard.