His Goddaughter,His Darling

No Limits

            I don't know why I said that.Fuck!Why would I say that?What the fuck was I thinking?What am I saying?I can't think when he's around.My brain goes mushy."Hurt themselves?"He got his hand from me and turned his body to me fully."I didn't mean myself.I mean...there are people with uh...anger issues and then there are mentally unstable ones.Right?Then uh..."I started blabbering with no reason.I even forgot what I was trying to cover up for."Ula are you trying to lie to me?""Uh...yeah.Clearly I am failing like a bambling bumbbling baboon."

         "Why would you even hurt yourself?""Failure.The feeling of being a failure.Weakness.I can go on by the way."He shook his head."Nope.Don't."He stood up and was about to leave.He turned around."Unzip the jacket."I looked at my jacket."Why?""Just do it."I looked at my jacket,to Draco and back to my jacket then unzipped my jacket."Ok?I still don't get what's happening.""You're wearing my favorite shirt."I looked at the shirt I snatched from him before."Almost all of your shirts look like this.How can you tell that this is your favorite?"He came over and took off my jacket.Then he took off the t-shirt."Because there is a stiching on it.Right here."He showed me behind the collar."Oh...Then you might like to know I got all your favorites."

           I went over to my closet and got a box that I hide from him.I put it on the bed."Every piece of clothing I took from you over the years.You are very welcome."He opened the box and looked at the folded clothes."Wha-How?""No questions."He looked through the clothes."What's with the papers and notes?"I turned red."Ula?""I may have written how,when,why and with what reason I got them or why I kept them."I got a different shirt from my closet while he sat on the bed in front of the box.Reading it all with such a shocked face.But I was tired.I got under the quilt hoping he would forget about tonight.I was young and I had the false assumption that if I were to hurt myself,no words could hurt me.I don't know why I would think such a thing.But whenever I failed I would cut my palm.I would ask my mother to wrap it up.But after it happened for the third time she started getting suspicious so I tended to myself.

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          Honestly?This stuff is quite fascinating.She wrote them all down.Word by word.Her handwriting is so beautiful I am questioning mine.And I have a very great handwriting if compared with others.When I was done reading them all put them all back in the box.As I turned around I saw that she was already asleep and that it was really late.I put the box back inside her closet and crawled in beside her.I don't know how it happens but...it's like...she know it's me.She knows it's me and every single time she does the same thing.She crawls into my neck curve.And whenever I am to leave her side her hand immediately goes tot he side I sleep on.When she seems to not find me there she wakes up asking for me.I can't get out of bed without waking her up.

           Following morning I woke up before she did.I would've loved to stay there and skip the day.Just to watch her sleep.But I don't like the Carrows.They have almost to no limit.They're not worse than Ula but they're not good either.Ula LITERALLY has no limits.It's actually terrifyingly scary.She knows no emotion when it's her authority,her reputation or the respect and fear she has earned is on the line.She would even kill me.She says she would and I don't think she would joke about something like that.Anyways.I woke her up.We went down to breakfast and Eve sat next to her.And most of the hateful stares were not there.I was getting quite confused with what I was looking at.And day by day more people sat with us.Day by day the hateful stares turned into friendly faces.One night I just had to ask.

           "Ula what is going on?"She turned to me cluelessly."What are you talking about?"She sighed."I think I found a way to destroy the Horcruxes.The parts of my godfather's soul.If Harry killed the part inside his diary with Basilisk venom.One gone.Five to go.Unless Harry destroyed the locket he had stolen from Umbridge weeks ago.Then there is four more to go.Nagini,diadem,Hufflepuff cup and the family ring that contains the resurection stone.But Harry couldn't have because they are under strong protection.He needs the venom of the Basilisk in the Chamber of Secrets.Well...the dead Basilisk."

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          "What are you talking about for Merlin's sake Ula?"I took out my notes and my research from the past weeks I've been here."I am saying that I found a way to kill Voldemort but there is no way that Harry could do this with only Hermione and Ron.I have to find a way to get the venom to Harry.But for that I have to go to the Chamber of fucking Secrets to get the venom."I got my notes back."According to Ginny Godric Gryffindor's sword is already laced with the venom so I can also just...get the sword from Snape's room.Though I believe it to be fake."

         "Ula I am beyond confused.None of your words make sense."I took a deep breath."Let's start from the begining.Basilisk venom is the only thing powerful enough to kill the Horcruxes.The Sword of Gryffindor is laced with it.So I basically need to get the sword from Snape's office and take it to Harry so he could destroy the locket that he had stolen from Umbridge.However I do not believe that the sword in Snape's office is real.Because it is to appear for a true Gryffindor alone.It appeared to Harry.If that sword is to be a fake one as I suspected then I just need to learn where it is from Snape somehow and tell it to Harry."

          "As much as it makes more sense now,how do you plan on going into Snape's office on your own?"I scoffed."Who says I'm on my own?Besides Dumbledore gave the sword to Harry.He wrote it in his will.But don't get into this because...he already doesn't trust you.You need to have his trust.I can cover up for myself.Not for you.Not this time."