His Goddaughter,His Darling

The Gentleman Card

tiny smut warning

          As I got closer to the basement I heard him.Crying.I stopped running.Instead I walked as slow and quietly as I could.Dobby and Winky pointed his way quietly with their fingers.I slowly went over.His black suit was covered with dust.He was on the ground.Everytime he sobbed my heart crumbled into more and more pieces.I leaned down and sat on his lap with each of my legs at his sides."I didn't want to scare you.I just lost my temper.I should've stopped.I saw you yet I didn't."I sighed."I know.I know you didn't mean it."I sniffed as I wiped away his tears."I can't.I can't keep this from you.Not anymore."I got his face within my hands as his hands were around my lower waist.I looked at his features up close as I spoke.

         "I was ten.I thought I was ready.I was feeling just like how you feel.The urge to prove yourself.To make your parents proud.To feel being proud of.But I was stupid.If he knew I told you he would kill us both.He first would kill you for breaking his rules.He would kill you before my own eyes."I sobbed."Then he would kill my mother just to put me in more misery.She would kill her when I would be just getting over your death.So my pain wouldn't end.Then he would do this over and over again until there is no one I care about.That's when he would let me go.Knowing I have nowhere to go besides his side.But I just have to say it because it's killing me!"

       He kissed me."Don't."He got up from the ground as he kept kissing me.My legs around his waist and his arms around mine.I took his wand out from his pocket and brought us to his room.He dropped me down and I took his blazer off as he kept kissing me.His hand got under my shirt and unhooked my underwear.I unbuttoned his shirt as he took off mine.He getly laid me on his bed.As his kisses trailed down to my neck he asked me."Are you sure?"He got out of my neck and looked at me."Yes."I smiled before he kissed me again.He threw away my bra.As my hands went up and down on his torso so he wouldn't go away he took off my sweatpants and my underwear.I pushed him away.I started kissing his neck.I trailed down to his chest as I started unbuckling his belt.I felt his rock-hard abs beneath my lips.When I got down to his v-line he got impatient.

       He pushed me on the bed and my head hit the pillow.It was cold outside yet I never felt this warm.He probably wants me dead right now and yet I have never felt this safe.I let out a small moan as he gets inside me."I'll be gentle I promise."I scoffed and brought his lips against mine."Who said you had to be gentle?"Both of our lips curved into a smirk.Slowly his pace got faster and I never remember feeling this much pleasure.This aroused.His body fell on mine.We were both shaking and sweating.His arm around my neck and the other around my waist he held me tight.I held him back tighter.I had my hand in his hair.He didn't notice my mark.And if he did...he didn't care.But we were both tired.Feeling his smooth,wet skin on my bare body felt...somehow comforting.He laid he head on my bare chest as he fell deep asleep."I love you,darling.And know that nothing could change that."I sighed in relief."When the time comes...you won't even want to see me.Let alone love me.But until then...I just want to enjoy what we have."

       I kissed his forehead before I went to sleep.When I woke up it was around 1 am.I got his black shirt and buttoned it before I went back under the quilt.I didn't want him to see my mark.I didn't want to scare him off just yet.Leaveing me could hurt him but...him leaving me would kill me.And I'm not ready to die yet.Not like that.Use the killing curse.Torture me.Drive me to suicide.But I don't him to leave me.I couldn't go back under the quilt.I sat down at the corner of his bedroom.If the door were to open I would be behind it and no one would see me.As I sat there with my knees bended over I grabbed the notebook I got him.He told me it was a surprise for Christmas and well...we spent the Christmas togather.I hadn't have time to look into it yet.

        As I opened it I was shocked.He wasn't writing.He was drawing.And not just anything.He was drawing my portraits with ink and quill.As the tears of happiness mixed with shock streamed down he spoke up."Going through my stuff?"I sniffed."No."He laughed as he came next to me after grabbiing his underwear from the ground.He sat down beside me and placced his arm around me.I leaned onto his chest."Why didn't you tell me before?""Same reason you didn't tell me you could sing?"I scoffed and wiped off the tears."You're insufferable you little ferret."He leaned to my ear and whispered."I don't think there is anything little about me."My cheeks went red and my eyes widened.He laughed at my reaction."I got you so good.You have to admit that."I shook my head as I tried not to smile."Come on.I could see you're holding it back.Just admit it."

      I ended up giggling."There it is."Then he kissed my forehead."I won't admit that you got to me but I will admit that you have an amazing talent.I mean look at this stuff!You're an amazing artist Draco.Does your parents know?If they don't...they have to.This is incredible stuff you're creating.I never found myself this attracted to myself.I look hot,cute and beautiful in all of these."He scoffed."I just did it as I saw you.Now,you get it.Now you get how I see you."My cheeks both red as a tomato I turned to him.Smiling.He grabbed me from my cheek and kissed my forehead."I have to admit even though you wouldn't.My shirt...looks better on you than it ever did on me."I bursted out laughing and he joined.

     "You're gonna pay for this,Malfoy.I'm telling you.But!You're right it does look better on me.Mainly because now that it's not on you at the moment.You see where I'm going with this?"He didn't back down."I see it.Wanna see how it plays out?This time I won't play the gentleman card either."Shit!If that was him being gentle...then what is him not being gentle?Do I want to find out?Yes.Do I also want to walk tomorrow?Also yes.But what did I say as a response?"Fuck it."And I kissed him.I know.I'm a fucking idiot.