His Goddaughter,His Darling

Not You

tiny smut warning 

        We both took a shower and called it a night after saying goodnight.Next morning I woke up and I smelled waffles.I got out of the bed and ran to the kitchen.It was a long way to the kitchen from my room.Mainly because I chose it when I was a kid and I had no sense of being hungry all the time.I saw Ezra making waffles."Good morning,nugget."I giggled."I thought I would make you some breakfast after yesterday."I sighed remembering I had to get back."Ezra I can't stay.I only got you a week.Mother is on her way here.And I have to go to school."He turned to me."Hogwarts accepts the Death Eaters now?"I shook my head as he went back to the waffles."They uh...they don't know.Only my birth father knows.Goyle thinks I am helping out and that I haven't go tmy mark yet."He turned to me in anger."So that dream...was real?You have your mark?"I pulled my sleeve."No!What have done Ula?!"I sniffed."I was a kid!I was ten,Ezra!TEN!It's been five years!"He scoffed and left.As he passed by me I whispered."I love you,Ezra.You're my brother."He stopped."I love you too.But it doesn't change how angry I am."Then he stormed off.

           Then I went to the main door to leave.That's when mother showed up."Ula?""I'm going back to Hogwarts.He's in his room."I said as my voice broke down.I ended up in my bedroom the second after.I changed itno my school uniform and went straight to potions class."I'm sorry,professor.""Take a seat Ms.Lopez."I nodded and sat next to Goyle."What did you tell them?""That you needed to be alone in your room.They all respected it and your room was locked anyways."I nodded."Thanks."I sniffed.After class Snape held me back."How did it go?""They're out there."He sighed."I meant your brother."I scoffed."You don't care.Remember?""Just answer the question."I rolled my eyes."He hates me.He says he loves me but I know he hates me.Is this what you wanted to hear?To know that I am fucking miserable?!"I placed my hand on my forehead."I can't."I backed away and walked out of the classroom.

           I was on my way to my next class when I saw Neville at a shallow corner."Neville?""Hey."I sat down next to him."What is it?"He was looking at a picture of a couple.He looked so much like them."Your parents?"He nodded.I could see the tear stain on the picture."What is it?"He sniffed."14 years ago they were captured by a Death Eater and tortured for information.Her name was Bellatrix Lestrange.They gave her no information.I'm proud to be their son."This only makes me question my decisions and morals.I ruined so many people's lives.The cemetery...I was ok with.Because it was only supposed to end Potter.Then Cedric died.After that I questioned everything."Neville do you mind if I leave?"I sniffed."I'm not good with comforting people.I'm sorry."He sighed."It's ok.""See you around."I left in a hurry.

           That night we were at patrol and this time Umbridge had enough so she blew up the wall.If it wasn't for Cho they'd be safe.But Malfoy caught him and right now he is blinded by the power he has.He wants to prove himself to his father and I get it.I do.As she was going to finish it.I came."Can I have the honor?"She smiled and nodded.I looked at Harry and mouthed the words 'I'm sorry'"I stepped away and got my wand out."Bombarda Maxima."The wall crumbled into dust."Very well Ms.Lopez."Then Malfoy came with Cho."Get them!"Umbridge ordered but I tried my best to catch as few as I could.But I had to come with something.I whispered to Ginny,Fred,Ron and Hermione.But it was no use.Malfoy got Harry.They handed him to Dumbledore.I found a way to sneak in.Dumbledore found a way out as he got Harry off the hook.

           With Dumbledore gone,school changed.Umbridge became the headmistress.So many more rules came.Girls and boys aren't allowed within 8 inch of each other?The portraits were gone.The fat lady I didn't even like was gone and I was upset.Everything that made Hogwarts the Hogwarts we loved...was gone.No talking portraits.No ghosts.No opposite gender could come close to each other.Hogwarts was a free place for all.No professor is happy coming to their classes anymore.The classes they used to love teaching now felt like a mandatory work.Before Umbridge teachers used to like their classes.Professor Sprout,McGonagall,Flitwick and even Snape.The DA has been writing lines almost all day.Until Umbridge finally decided it was enough.The Great Hall is now has no tables.It's used for detention.She put a throne in there.All of this happened within almost two days.We're screwed.

          I came back to the common room from night patrol.What am I doing?What the fuck am I doing?I went to my room."Ula?"I turned around."Asmo."He's growing up.He's 10 months old now.He's 25 inches long and can wrap himself around my waist two times.He could barely wrap himself around my wrist two times when I got him.I held it togather."Ula?"I opened the door and dragged him inside.I placed Asmo away."What are you doing?Do you don't care about detention?!"He rolled his eyes."You were in your room the whole day the other day.We barely talked.I missed you."I scoffed."You don't have to act like you didn't follow me.You're not as subtle as you think you are.You saw me and your father.Admit it."

          "How dare he lays his hands on you?!"He held me tight in anger towards his father.I got on the tip of my toes."He's never going to forgive me.You'll never forgive me."He broke the hug."If you killed me I would still forgive you.""I would never do anything to hurt you on purpose.You know that right?"He nodded as he rested his forehead on mine."Your aunt is out.Your aunt's husband is out.Antonin Dolohov and Augustus Rookwood is out.He's out.And many others.Dumbledore is gone.Ministry took over the school.Everything is going down hill."He sighed."My father and Voldemort's followers break them out.Not you.It's not your fault."His hands wer cupping my face.I raised my hands from his waist to his face and kissed him.

          "Just tell me what you want,darling."He whispered between kisses.As my tears soaked both of our faces I whispered back."You.I want you."I could feel his lips curving into a smile as his hands reached to my robe.He threw it away and I took off his robe.He took his sweater off as I unbuttoned my shirt.He got impatient and tore the shirt's buttons.I wrapped my left arm around his neck to prevent him from going away as my other arm reached to my back to unhook my bra.He took off his shirt as we kept making out.He grabbed my legs and slowly laid me onto my bed.Right now I am so fucking tankful that I got those makeups from Narcissa because Draco is tying my hands above my head to the headboard with his school tie.I told him I wanted him but...he did me as he wished.I managed to get my hands out and turned over.I was on top of him now.

          "I don't think ou can get away with tying me up.""Who says I want to get away with it?"I bit my lips as he smirked.He got his hand inside my hair and pulled me down to his face as I got him inside me.His other hand trailed down to my ass.As I broke the kiss every once in a while to kiss his neck he threatened me."If you don't go fucking faster you won't walk for a fucking year,Lopez."But I did as I wished and pissed him off.When we were both done I believed that I wouldn't be able to walk for a year.I should've just listened to him.