Univeristy Confessions 2

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So, I just wanna share my story. Hehe

I had a 2-year relationship with a varsity player. He was quite known as a womanizer in highschool kaya doubtful ako nung nanliligaw siya, pero pinatunayan niya naman na nagbago siya and so naging kami. So when it all started, okay naman masaya parang honeymoon phase araw araw. Okay naman as in supeeeer okay. Legal sa both families and support lahat ng friends—not until may nakutuban ako.

To cut the story short, I saw something in his conversation with a friend (messenger). Nasa inuman siya at ng friends with mga babae na from other school. Then I read that his friend had sex with one of the girls sa inuman, and my ex replied to him na he is not the only one na nakaisa sa girl but siya rin. He fingered her underneath their table while they were drinking. And marami pang conversations na ganyan, nudes etc.

I told him I wanted to break up but nagbeg siya, so dahil tanga ako pinagbigyan ko. After a few months, di ko namalayan pero nabaliktad yung sitwasyon— ako na yung naghahabol, laging umiiyak, and nagmamakaawa na bumalik siya. I gained weight, became disraught, my self esteem became super low, heck I even drink beer every night para lang makatulog ng ayos. Kung alam niyo lang gaano ako katanga that time. 😂😂😂

College came and lalong lumalala, so nakipag hiwalay na ako. Him being the oh-so-confident na di ko kayang iwan siya, wala siyang paki-alam. He did not give a fuck. Afterwards, I focused on my self and my studies, gained my confidence, and slightly became happy day by day. 😊

Now, I am in a relationship with a great guy. When I say great, he is REALLY GREAT plus Faculty of Pharmacy straight dean's lister and pogi.

Know when to leave and don't settle for less.

Submitted:  February 2, 2021 1:45:23 PM HKT