Univeristy Confessions 2

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Warning: This is loooooooong.

My friends had been asking bakit hindi na ako pumapasok even before the pandemic happened. I always tell them dahil tinatamad lang ako pero ang totoo na kick out ako and I had to go back to Canada because of that. I couldn't tell them dahil nahihiya ako sa reason bakit na kick out ako sa UST.

I punched a girl sa face. I'm not proud of it but without any second thoughts, I will gladly do it again if given a chance to go back to the past.

Here's the story, this was around  December 2019. I'm a 4th year civil engineering student, my girlfriend is a 3rd architecture student. At that time, 7 years dating na kami. We've been dating since first year of HS.

If you've noticed, she's a year below me. Pero same batch kami, same year kami nag-start sa UST. She had to stop, she got into a really bad car accident back in 2018 that left her blind in one eye. She can still see glimpses of bright lights and silhouettes sa eye na yun pero sobrang blurry.

Ever since she came back to school, I have noticed that she's always feeling down. She wasn't the jolly, outgoing person I once knew. I can tell she's having a hard time sa school. Maybe since she only has one good eye to rely on? Mahirap mag-draw with only one eye, I tried. Pero siya? She taught herself to adjust quickly, she taught herself how to draw, how to drive, and pretty much how to do everything with only one eye. I'm so proud of her.

Some time around October 2019, nilapitan ako ng isa sa mga classmate niya sa isang class and told me na binubully siya ng mga lower year na bago niyang classmate. I was so furious nung nalaman ko, naiiyak ako sa galit. 3rd year college students na nambubully pa rin, ano kayo? Bata? HS? I wanted to confront them pero pinigilan ako ng girlfriend ko.

Fast forward to December of 2019, me and my girlfriend were sitting together sa sahig ng hallway sa harap ng class niya habang naghihintay. Vacant ko that time kaya sinamahan ko nalang siya. When she stood up, she didn't notice na may paparating kaya natabig niya yung hawak nung girl na pencil case. (I would like to remind you, she doesn't have peripheral vision on that side). My girlfriend panicked and accidentally stepped sa pencil case. Pag-open nung girl sa pencil case niya, nayupi pala yung mga brassing pencil niya. The other girl got so mad, sinabunutan niya yung girlfriend ko. She then started throwing really mean and insulting words. I know those pencils can be expensive but that's no reason to hurt someone.

Kilala ko girlfriend ko, hindi siya lalaban. I tried breaking the other girl's  grip from my girlfriend's hair, tapos she threw her book sa mukha ng girlfriend ko. That's when I snap, I punched the other girl sa face. I bust her lip open. I also found out na siya yung nang bubully sa girlfriend ko kaya I went for another punch. And that's the reason why I got kicked out.

Ang unfair lang because that girl made my girlfriend's life a hell. She's the first one who got violent pero she still got to stay sa UST. While here I am, I couldn't transfer to any school that I want kasi required ang good moral certificate and I couldn't get one because of my expulsion. Konti nalang, gragraduate na sana ako. Did I regret ba? No. I'm happy pa nga kasi after that incident, the girl left my girlfriend alone.

My parents asked me to go back to Canada nalang para dito nalang ako mag school. I'm just waiting for my girlfriend to take her ALE then we'll process her petition na so she can be with me here sa Canada.

Submitted:  July 19, 2021 2:56:31 AM HKT