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ok i was at mcdonalds fcm the other night and it was around 2 am when i overheard a dude from a group a few tables away from me tell his friends something that i feel like yall need to know:

(obviously most of these arent his exact words but you will get the idea sorry for not using punctuation btw cos im tinatamad haha)

"i fuck around had a lot of hook ups and one night stands and gain a lot of fuck buddies that i get close with but you dont see me falling for them despite my marupok heart. the thing is people fall in love with their fuck buddies or anyone they had sex with because they probably shared something about themselves to their sexual partner. usually they shared something they dont think is important something that might be simple enough to overlook its value but irreversibly significant for them. like the first stages of friendship or romance or any other stuff that can bind them to their fuck buddy without meaning to. the temporary validation and care and effort the fuck buddy gave them did something to their fragile heart. it made them special. it made them feel like they are special sadly and desperately so that they forgot they arent supposed to be feeling that way in the first place. this is why i dont tell my fuck buddies anything about me at all. whenever i talk to my fuck buddies i shred all the real things about me and put together a string of lies. i lie about my name. i lie about my past present future. i lie about my passion and ambition. i lie because i know to myself that if i give them a part of me then i will never be the same again."

it sounds awful to me that this dude distorted his reality for the sake of his sex life but it made me think of a lot of things about the fragility of emotions. i still dont understand why he needed to lie about himself but i liked that he was just protecting himself from getting hurt. while i do admire how he managed his sex life i personally disagree of its immorality. marupok people shouldnt have fuck buddies then.

what do you guys think?

Submitted:  August 5, 2019 12:21:04 AM +08

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