Univeristy Confessions 2

[UP FW]

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I'm dating an amazing guy right now but I don't see a future with him.

Personality wise, he's a man written by a woman type of guy. Literally every woman's fantasy. Will do everything for me and will move heaven and earth just to please me. If for looks, bruh a solid 10. He has the vibe when he walks in, people would and will look in his direction. i mean he's a tall moreno with sharp jawline, buff build, and fucking good pormas. He even likes to color match his long sleeve button downs with my dresses which I adore so much. He has this daddy vibe but I guess it's because he's two years older than me? I'm an undergrad and he's in grad school already. Oooh and he's so smart to the point we have different courses, me being in the sciences and him being in law school and he's the one teaching me calculus. I adore him so much and genuinely, wholeheartedly enjoy every second we spend together.

Here's the catch. I can't see a future with him. Normally, when I date people I can imagine how it would be if we live together or how our life would be 5 years from now but with him, I simply cannot. It's just blank. It's killing me inside because I love this person so much but I can't see us together in the far future. It'll break my heart but I know I will shatter his if I choose to break up with him simply because I can't see us. I know letting him go is the right decision here. i just need people to confirm it. I can't ask my friends for their opinion about my situation, I know they will take his side and tell me to work on it and still be with him. But I can't. I can't hold on to this wonderful man that I love. He deserves a happy and secured future with someone and unfortunately, that someone isn't me.

If you made it this far, thank you for spending a bit of your time reading my story.

- Summer