Univeristy Confessions 2

[DLSU FW]

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I really don't know who to tell this to. But I've been carrying it in my chest for quite some time now.

Last year, I fell in love with a sad boy. I loved him and he loved me. I saved him from wanting to take his life and leaving everything. He told me I was the one who put him back on track and I know I really did. My love gave him a reason to live. My heart has never been happy before we happened.

6 months later, he slowly drifted away. I really don't know what happened. Maybe he learned to live happily without me. He grew apart from me, and finally lead a life without needing me as how he did before. I know it would sound selfish, but I sometimes wish he would grow sad again and find his way back to needing me, my care, my love, my companionship.

Idk why I'm writing this, but maybe I just wanted to warn every one to try as much you can not to fall for a sad person. They tend to forget you once they have healed.

I still wish someone would save me from this sadness. Why is it easier to save than to be saved?

To you, love, sana lagi kang masaya hehe. Last na to, I promise to be casual as much as I can in case we cross paths next term. I promise to never remind you of what we had. I promise not to bother you anymore. I promise to remain your friend, and to always be here when you need me. For the last time, I love you more than you knew and will ever know. But this is me finally letting you go.