Univeristy Confessions 2

[ADMU FW]

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Hi everyone! I (🏳️‍🌈) need some help with my insecurities. I've started dating a guy again. He's amazing. He's got some minor red flags (doesn't communicate well but his actions are on point) but it's acceptable naman coz everyone has red flags. Anyway, we recently had a talk about our past dating lives and when he spoke about his past experiences (both serious and not), I couldn't help but compare myself to them. He's bi so he's dated beautiful girls and cute boys. The girls were all so top tier and the boys were all so cute and hot. They all literally looked like models so if u put me beside them I'd look like a toad beside Greek gods. Plus, they're all from Manila so like (not to be stereotypical) they're all fun and liberated (i.e. drinking and partying till sunrise, casual sex, and other stuff.) I'm literally the polar opposite of them. I'm a homey person. I like spending my Friday nights going to BGC not to drink but to go walk around High Street and see the fairs, dogs, and eat stuff I've never tried before. I'm just so unlike them, and yet he chose to date me.  It's like he went from dating Kim Kardashian to some boy from the countryside, though  we live in the same province so we share some of the same values we grew up with.

I'm too scared to open this up to him because I don't want to scare him and come off as paranoid, but when he did see that I was visibly feeling threatened by his past, he immediately comforted me and told me it was all in the past now and pulled me in close for a tight hug, but you know I'm still scared. What if someone hotter and more fun approaches him? He said he's no longer into flings and short term relationships, but I'm still scared. How do I get rid of these insecurities? 😞
Submission Link: https://admufw.uni-truths.com
Submission Time: 2020-10-29 16:07:51