03.06.21
8:55 pm
Today was rough. This morning my heart felt like it wanted to explode out of my chest. It felt like there was war going on inside me. I felt like crying and there was just so much built up emotions. For no reason at all. Nothing happened for me to feel this way.
But then I spoke to E and it all went away. He made me feel better. Though I couldn't explain why I felt this way he just knew how to help me. He gave me a hug and we spoke. I don't really remember how the conversation started but we spoke about us.
I told him that it is inevitable for us to get together. That we're bound to get together because I feel like we're both getting to a place where we might get together. Our bond is getting closer and closer to that romantic side. And he's said he's been seeing that too lately.
He said he agreed that we were getting to that place. And I told him that even though there's a lot of other girls that like him. He simply belongs to me and only me. And he looked at me and said he loves that type of dominance. I laughed but I was serious.
I told him we're gonna get married and he laughed but didn't disagree. I love him I really do. Even though I may not know what love truly is. All I know is that the love I have for him is so profound and I'd do anything for him.
I hope our time is soon cause it'll all be worth the wait.
YOU ARE READING
trying to feel better
Любовные романыthese are all true thoughts and feelings. they belong to me and I've decided to share them with you. in hopes that i will one day feel better. most of these will be about a boy. and the rest will be about me. please be kind.
