01.01.24
2:33 am
It's a new year. Thank you God. Thank you for your mercy. Thank you for your love. Thank you for this past year. Jesus you held it down and I don't know how else to thank you.
I truly thought this past year would've been the end of me. I thought it would destroy me to the point of no return. And it did. It ruined me. The past year broke me in ways I didn't think it could.
I hurt in places I didn't even think could hurt. I thought there were broken things in me that could never be healed. I thought I'd never feel whole again. I believed I was done for.
but GOD...
He had other plans. Jesus had other plans. He came and took that brokenness and put it back together. He healed parts of me that I didn't even know were broken. He revealed things I didn't even know I was holding onto.
God did the impossible in my life. He held it down for me and I couldn't be more grateful. My relationship with the Lord has shifted into something so beautiful.
God made it so that the ONLY one I could lean on was Him. And although it hurt so bad, it was all worth it. And if you asked me to do it again I would in a heart beat. I'd do it all over again to be in His presence.
Cause NOTHING compares to the presence of my King. Thank you my God. Only by your mercy am I here. Only by your forgiveness am I here. Only by your Spirit am I here.
God you brought me this far and I cannot wait to continue experiencing your love and presence in this new year.
2024 is Yours my God. 🌟
YOU ARE READING
trying to feel better
Romancethese are all true thoughts and feelings. they belong to me and I've decided to share them with you. in hopes that i will one day feel better. most of these will be about a boy. and the rest will be about me. please be kind.
