NOTHING FEELS THE SAME

Chapter 11

**a/n I know I said I wouldn't be updating, but I changed my mind when I got home because its TAKE THAT'S YEAR AND IM HAPPY AS!! It's short, but don't complain it's quarter to 3 in the morning, loving your feedback everyone!! Jess xxxx**

As they pulled into the drive there were even more paparazzi than before "For fucks sake!" Gary slammed his fist on the dashboard. As they walked in the door Gary headed into the kitchen and grabbed a few of his pills and a glass of water. Sam knew that Gary would want to go have a lie down so she went up and got the bed ready for him. The pills themself had a calming agent as well as a mild sedative and pain relief.

Sam could see that after the alley Gary had regressed. He looked so nervous, if something moved around him he jumped. She knew it was her fault, how could she not think of that!

She heard the sound of Gary coming upstairs. When he reached the room he was topless. She loved seeing that man without a shirt on, the way those biceps bulge with every movement, the abs of steel that stuck out if his stomach, the cute deposits of chest hair at the top of his chest, how was this man so perfect? And how did she get him?

Gary removed is chinos and was left in his boxers, a sight that Sam enjoyed. He slipped in the already pulled back covers and Sam tucked him in. She knelt beside him and ran her hand over his face. She got up to leave him but he caught her hand and pulled her back down "Please stay with me a bit?" "Gary-" "Sam, please" he gave her the Barlow puppy dog eyes, how could she turn down that. She left most of her clothes on before sliding in behind Gary. "I need to get away Sam, where nobody knows me, I need time" "do you have anywhere in mind?" "Yeh, a little place I know of" Gary smiled at his memories of the place "Only if we see this therapist first" "okay, you can call them later"