NOTHING FEELS THE SAME

Chapter 81

"Baby?" Gary walked up behind Sam and snaked his hands around her waist. "What do you want Gary?" She turned around with a smug look on her face. "Why do you assume I want something?" He raised his eyebrow, leaning in to kiss along her jaw and down her neck. "Gary stop" she whispered. "Make me" he growled and started moving her back against the counter. "GET A ROOM!" Ellie yelled as she covered her eyes. "Sorry" Gary said and moved back from Sam. "Geezez Christ" Ellie muttered and moved to the kettle.

"Can I go out tonight Sam?" Gary asked. "What?" Sam leaned back against the counter. "They boys wanna go celebrate Lily and Robs news." Gary explained. "Please, I'm finally not on any medication so I can drink, please please pleaseee" he begged her. "Fine" Sam shook her head and picked up her cup of tea. "Someone is going with you" Ellie told him, he'd forgotten she was in the same room. "Aggghh Ellie! Why can I just go somewhere by myself for once! The boys will be there, in a public place. I will be fine!" Gary argued. Ellie bit her lip "Fine, but we have to be able to watch you on camera" She reasoned. "Fine" Gary spat and went to his room to get changed.

Gary stood staring at his naked reflection for a good 10 minutes. He followed the lines of the scars that covered his torso and went below the towel wrapped around his waist. There were big patches on his chest that would never grow hair again. He took a step closer to the mirror and studied his face. His beard was well and truly overgrown. 'Its got to go he thought' picking up his razor.

He walked out of the bathroom and opened the first draw throwing some black boxers on the bed. He then picked out some comfortable black jeans and a long sleeved checked shirt and threw them towards the bed. He stopped at the full length mirror and dropped the towel from is middle. He studied his lower body and twisted slightly to see a glimpse of his back. Shivers ran through his body at what he saw. Picking up the boxers from the bed he bent over to put them on. "Gary where are you going tonight, I need my tech team to ha-- HOLFY FUCKIN SHIT!! PUT SOME CLOTHES ON!!" Ellie screamed as she looked up from the iPad in her hands. Gary quickly pulled up his boxers and walked over to her, moving the iPad away away from her eyes. "You were saying?" He smirked. Ellie looked out from behind the iPad with a flushed face. "Where are you going tonight?" "I dunno, ask Rob. He's driving" Gary walked over to the bed and finished getting dressed pulling his clothes on before going back into the bathroom and fixing his hair.

"How'd I look?" Gary asked, presenting himself to Sam and Chloe who were watching TV. "Fuckable" Sam smiled at Gary who returned it with a greater beaming smile. Chloe hit Sam on the arm. "What" Sam shrugged. Chloe just shook her head. "Wow Gaz, looking good mate. Ready to go?" Rob slapped him on the bum on the way past. "See ya girls" Gary smiled and followed Rob to the car.

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3 hours later

"Another round boys!?" Gary yelled over the blasting music. "Come on Gaz, lets go have a dance" Robbie pulled him up and towards the dance floor. No sooner than he stepped on it did he find himself grinding against a young girl. 'This is wrong' he thought and started moving back to the bar to get another drink. He went and sat down at the table with his jd and coke. "Awww Gaz, don't be a grumpy old man! Come dance!" Howard pulled him up and Jason helped drag Gary back to the dance floor. He started moving again, he knew he looked he was dad dancing but he didn't care. "Where's Mark?" Gary yelled. "Grinding against Robbie" Jason yelled back.

Gary was starting to get tired and wanted his drink so he slipped away from the lads. He sunk into his seat and looked at his phone. 1:40. He idly reached out for his drink and took a downed the remainder in one go. Standing up he stumbled over to the bar and asked for some water. "Hi there handsome" a seductive voice said from beside him. He looked around to see a beautiful woman beside him. She looked a lot like Sam. She had long hair with a dip dye like Sam. It was curled and ended just below her large breast. She was wearing a short, tight and strapless red dress. "Hi" Gary smiled. "I'm Rose" she whispered in his ear. "Gary" he smiled.

*

"Aye up, what's Gary up to?" Rob asked as they boys finally sat down. Gary was with an attractive woman that wasn't Sam. "This isn't looking good" Mark sighed as he watched them whisper and smile. Laughing away. The woman pointed at Gary's crotch then stood up and dragged him into the ladies room. "What the fucks he doing"