Shades Of Styles

You find his diary

Its finally spring and I am so excited. Its so warm outside and pretty...the only thing that sucks is spring cleaning. Theres so much work to do. I have so much to do in so little time. My boyfriend Harry is currently at work. He should be back in an hour or so and I atleast need to start on the bedroom. I need to get out spring clothes and put the winter clothes in the attic. 
I go up to the attic and pull out the boxes of spring clothes and carry them down stairs one by one into the bedroom. I take Harry and I's winter clothes out and replace them with the spring clothes and then take the boxes upstairs one by one. Now I need to move around the furniture and sweep. I haven't swept under the bed since October so this outta be nice. I pull out the bed and something falls. I walk over to it and pick it up scrunching my eyebrows together. It looks like a book. I open in and read through the page. 
In all the years I've been with her, I have never loved her more. She was so amazing tonight. 
Its some type of journal. I read the next page. 
In all the tomorrows I can have with you I like this one the best....
Is this Harry's? It must be. I don't have one...unless this is like his fathers or something. But why would he have his fathers journal. 
(Y/N) and I have got in a fight today; it sucks because I don't like fighting with her. Her sadness makes me so angry! I just want to see her smile. 
This is Harry's journal? What the hell? Why have I never knew about this? 
Today I have to leave for tour. I hate it, leaving her here. I always feel like one day she will leave me for someone that will always be around. I know thats what she wants and it sucks that I can't give that to her. She deserves better then me. Someone who can always be around for her no matter what...I know one day she will realize that and on that day my heart will break. 

"(Y/N)? What are you doing?" Harry's voice makes me drop the book.
"N-nothing" I gulp. 
"Were you reading my journal?" he questions coming over to me. 
"I didn't...know what it was" I move away from him."Harry...do you seriously think I will leave you one day?" I ask. 
"Umm" he stops. "A little" he shrugs. "Don't try and change the subject. This is about you" 
"I'm sorry I read it. I didn't even read that much...If I didn't read it I wouldn't be able to remind you that I will never leave you" I walk over to him and rub his arms with my hands. 
"You still invaded my privacy. I really wish you wouldn't read my shit" he picks up the journal. 
"Harry...I'm sorry. I really am. I didn't know what it was-I swear"
"So if it wasn't your then why the fuck did you read it?!" he snaps.
"Cause I wanted to figure out what it was, I'm sorry" 
"Just...leave me alone" he huffs and walks out of the room. 

A/N: Guies. Zayn left. How could this happen? I'm gunna miss him. Everytime I think about it I start crying. :( March 25th 2015 WORST DAY FOR THE FANDOM EVER):