Shades Of Styles

I'm Broken part 2

"(Y/N)" I knock on the door, shes been hiding in here for 3 hours, ever since I fucked up and called her out for cheating even though she wasn't. I fucked up bad.
"What do you want?" She asks, frustration in her voice.
"To talk, that's all"
"Fine." She says with no emotion behind it. I open the door slowly and walk through the door and sit on the bed. Silence falls through the room, making it very awkward.
"Well?" she says angrily, breaking the silence.
"I... (y/n), I'm sorry...so sorry. And I know I already said that but...I love you and I can't lose you. I was out there thinking and I just thought about how stupid I would have to be to lose you. You are so perfect and if I let you go-if I lose you for such a stupid reason, I could never forgive myself." I ruffle my hair as I look between her and the bed sheets.
"Harry, I get it. You're sorry..." she moves up towards the head of the bed. "I love you too, I'm just afraid you're going to do this again. I can't go through this again!" She shouts the end.
"I know that's what you're afraid of, you shouldn't be afraid of me wrongly accusing you. I was so stupid and so so wrong for that. I don't know how I'm going to show you how I won't, this was such a big wake up call for me, I now see what you go through by being with me and I realize how I should have been and should be now....on your side, and I will, you are the most important thing in the world to me, this relationship is..." and then a random idea pops in my head, such a chaotic and crazy idea that would only make sense in my head and without any other thought towards it, it slipa out as if my mouth had a mind of its own.
"Will you marry me?" I ask, I try to take it back but I can't because I want it, I want this bad, I want her in my life forever and this is the only way to keep her and thats okay.
"Wh-what?" She asks, sitting up.
"Will you marry me?" I ask again, moving closer to her.
"Take a second to think about what you're asking" she urges.
"I think...I want to marry you" I smile.
"Harry...how long have you been thinking about that?" She questions.
"About...2 minutes" I shrug. "But I know I want to be with you forever and isnt the goal marriage anyways? We've been together for 3 years, in these 3 years I've realized how much I truly want to be with you and I know I've fucked up in the past but I'm so in love with you, I know this is what I want; so I ask again, will you marry me?"
"H-Harry, yes!" She shouts with a smile and jumps in to my arms.
"I promise, I'll get you a ring" I laugh as I kiss her.
She just laughs and kisses me back.
"I love you." I sigh.