Shades Of Styles

Stalker, Watcher, Psycopath (End)

It's been 3 weeks since (Y/N) and I confessed our love to one another. I'm so happy she could get over my past and see the future we will have together.
I'm currently planning on moving her upstairs with me so we can finally be a real couple, it's about time for it.
As for now I stay downstairs with her until she falls asleep. She told me wasn't ready to sleep in the same bed with me and I completely respect her boundaries. I cant break my trust with her again, I don't think she'd forgive me.
But I know she will be excited to finally see sunlight again. I've hated every second that she's been down there, keeping her from the world has not been easy.

The thing with Emily was so long ago I forgot about it, I stuck it in there after she left to keep her memory there. I didn't think I'd find love again.
I loved Emily, sure. But she didn't love me, not how I know (Y/N) loves me.
It was an unfortunate mistake on my end, Emily wanted to be away from me but I didn't want to be away from her. But she was determined to get away from me so I made sure she never could.
It wouldn't have ended in her death and she not struggled against me. But unfortunately she put up a fight until her very last breath.

With (Y/N) I know it will be different. It will have to be, I can't lose another woman. It was too hard for me to say goodbye to Emily. It hurt for a year, everyday I would talk to her, well what remained of her. Tell her, I missed her and I wished it could have been different. Thankfully, she finally forgave me and I knew I could move on. Then I saw (Y/N) and all the pieces came together. She really has been my light at the end of a dark tunnel. No, she's been my sun on a stormy day.

I mean, sure we had that fight but she forgave me and its all over. We can finally be together.
I have to get to her now, she's waiting for me down there, for her breakfast.
I'm going to tell her the good news, that tomorrow she can move upstairs with me. I'm so excited for her to be able to be apart of my world. And her own. I'm sure her family has been missing her so much. It'll be hard to share her with other people but I know she'll want to see her family.
Especially after I ask her to marry me, she'll want to tell everyone the good news. I'd go with her of course, they'd want to meet me.
After all, I've been keeping her away from them for nearly 2 months now. I'll have to let them know it was all worth the wait and the wedding will be even better. I'll spare no expense.

I grab the tray of food and begin my way downstairs. When I'm finally down them and at the door, I put the code in the lock and it opens. I step through and it shuts behind me.

"Are you awake love?" I ask as I walk through to the bedroom and see her sitting up but staring off in space. Her head snaps around to look at me. She seems weary as a smile pulls up across her face. I smile back at her, happy that she's happy. I set the tray down and stride over to her, sitting down on the bed.

"What did guy make this morning?" She asks.

"Pancakes with strawberries on the side." I tell her and she nods.

"Thank you." She grins and I nod. "Can you...can you grab me the tray?"
I stand up and walk over to the table, picking it up and bringing it to her. I set it down next to her. She looks over the tray and begins to eat. I like watching her eat, especially food that I've made. It makes me feel better that she's filling her stomach.

After about 20 minutes she's finished eating and tells me she needs to use the bathroom. As she's in the bathroom I clean up her food mess. Once it's cleaned up I notice that the knife is missing. She must have dropped it. Hmm. I look around the bed and can't seem to find it and then under the bed.

Before I can pull myself from under the bed. I hear the bathroom door open and then feel a sharp pain in my back and I groan. I turn slowly as I realize what's just happened.

(Y/N)s POV